Not talking to you hasn't been easy, I won't lie.
Either way having to stick to one person is boring and at the same time fun.
Perhaps I needed this experience to know how to value both.
Sometimes I console myself with the fact that it's better to end up with someone who loves me the most than the other way round.
I've been with someone I guess I exceptionally loved more and it didn't end up so well, the experience was beautiful as much as the ending was quite painful.
You were my resort, but as a friend, since that's all we could give ourselves. I met someone who knew me and listened to my heart without me having to speak out loud.
Someone I didn't have to correct and nag every time.
Someone that saw his fault and understood the silence, making efforts to amend his wrongs.
And try to settle things amicably.
I appreciated your friendship and didn't ask for more when I understood that more couldn't be given.
I hope you don't deny us that beautiful friendship because of the way things didn't work out for us in the end.
I know and understand for a fact that you were hurting and you were bruised, but trust me if I had my way that wouldn't have even happened in the first place.
So forgive me and let's push behind our sad days, for the future holds even happier and more joyful moments.
13 February, 2025