God has a very special way of blessing someone, he can do and undo when we least expect it. I don't know where I would have be today or maybe I would be dead[ God for bid] alot has been happening in my life lately and it makes me think alot, like I think and forget myself most at times. But all the same God has really been faithful to me.
I was sick for almost a month,all the drugs I took prove abortive, it didn't like have anything,I even took enema for like three times In less than a month it was becoming so frustrating but I didn't give up, I keep on believing that one day God will heal me forward to Monday this week I started seeing some changing, no more cattarh and cough, I couldn't do without a handkerchief or serviette to dry my nose.
I was just having constant headache which I have to take paracetamol almost everyday and whatever I eat I don't feel the taste, my mouth was bitter all the time, anything I put in my mouth will be tasteless and it was so frustrating and annoying and I was craving for different types of food and when I see it I lost appetite gosh!!. So from Monday till day I feel so different and I'm getting back my self.
This morning I prepare to work and I was lost in thoughts,I didn't know when I got into the main road and all thanks to God the mini bus that came shouted at me and I got myself back, and I keep asking myself what if he was high speed?? What if it was a trailer, what if a drunk driver what will have become of me?? Where will I have been today?? Would I have survived the accident?? God!! Like I didn't know what to do even when I get to the shop I wasn't myself p> I was wishing I could see God at that moment so I could give a very big and tight hug, I was just teary all through the day, God came through for me when I less expect it, He gave me yet another chance to life, and one aunty was like what happened to you, you're so dull and moody did anything happen at home. Most at times random thoughts will just occupied with heart, I will just start thinking about a lot of things, my life, my future.
If you made a mistake in everything in life please don't make a mistake in your marriage, marriage is a lifetime sentence, is either you go out alive or you die in it, always pray, asked God to give approval, let him speaks to you, I have seen alot in life and I praying that God shouldn't let me make a mistake in choosing my life partner