You wouldn't mean that much to me if I didn't agree to it.
And now I want to take that back
and not make you mean so much to me.
That way it hurt less if you must turn your back someday
Or if I find reasons to let go as well.
Loving is hard as it is hating
But I would rather not engage in any.
It wasn't so easy making a room for you to occupy
Now it feels like I should have just watched you stay outside
I'm confused to as what I really feel, and what I want for real.
I wondered if I want you as much as you want me
Or if I only gave myself away for lingering for so long.
I'm sorry if, along the line, I disengage
Perhaps it was never meant to be from the start
I am either confused, blinded or devastated.
But either way, I hope love finds you again.
I hope it finds us again
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6 November 2023