You cannot fully say that's you know yourself until the day you cease to exist.
I never really understood the permanence of change untill these past few weeks, I thought about the transientness of humanity and how it should affect me as a person.
The deeper I dived into self discovery, the clearer I saw, it makes perfect sense to drown in it.
I was welcomed by a display of purpose in a sequel, each phase had it's opponent and was fully girled with facades designed specifically to win the battle.
.......
I've been away from this world for a long while, off social media, wasn't even meeting up with friends, barely present at my job and yeah, I was barely a person.
It is now that I realize how much good it did to my sanity. I went through series of evaluations and found that, as a person I cannot stay the same forever. I mean time is constantly presenting us opportunities to be whatever we want, we make the decision, as much as we want but sometimes we don't take the chances (sadly).
I guess what I'm trying to do is reintroduce myself....
My name is Rajuno Dennis Ude. I'm 20 from Abi, a place in Cross River State, Nigeria.
I'm a Christian, not because it is a religion but because I genuinely want to stay in love with my creator, His love for me does something different to me with each passing day, and I hope the world gets to experience this heaven.
I'm a creative writer (it took a lot of confidence to say this). Even though I practically spent four years in the four walls of the university studying mass communication, specifically broadcasting, although I intend to pursue a career here, I'm really taking my time to be sure it's something I want to stick with.
I'm currently serving my country, through a platform called National Youth Service Corps (NYSC). In case you're wondering what this is, it is where graduates are given the opportunity to better the country through compensated service and dedication.
How it works is that, after you've graduated from the University, you register for NYSC, you will then be posted to any one state you have never been before, to experience their way if life and also contribute to the development of the community you're are posted to.
I'm doing the best that I can to make sure this one year of service counts for something. I work in a radio station as a trainee ( only for this initial period), with time I would begin to anchor programs.
I have alot of aspirations and sometimes I feel like the burden of wanting way too much is keeping me stagnant. I mean how can just one person want to be a writer, fashion designer, chef, public speaker, broadcaster, actress and also transition into tech, and I feel like two years from now the list might likely increase.
I'm looking to start volunteering alot, but I might hold on on that and include it in my goals for next year (it makes sense lol), and also a book club, where we will read and review books and who knows I may be the author 😁.
I also actively has intellectually stimulating discussions on clubhouse (I'm not sure who needs this information but there it is).
I love my parents and my 4 amazing siblings, I look forward to a better life for us.
I haven't travelled so much in my entire life but I honestly do love to travel the world with my friends and family.
I'm petite and 5'0, It may be hard to believe because of my size but I looovve food.
I love art, anything that stirs my creativity and leaves me craving depths. I love adventures.
Yea, that's me (for now).
Thank you for stopping by 😊.
All photos used are mine.