Anxiety is like a constant whirling in your mind, a tornado of thoughts flying aggressively across your mind.
Anxiety is like taking a walk in the warm sunshine of a spring day and get crippled all of a sudden because of the beauty, it is being embraced fiercely by your fears, and overwhelmed by uncertainty.
Anxiety holds you by the hand and runs with a make you cannot keep up with so you struggle until you begin to run with your knees. It is a feeling that envelopes you with a transparent balloon, you can see happiness so close from here but when you try to grab it, it seems farther than the sun.
Anxiety is like being under the rain with an umbrella that is encompassed with wide holes, it's like being an excellent sprinter but handcuffed with a Pole, you know where you want to go, the things you want to have and the places you want to see but you don't.
Anxiety is like bottled up emotions with fine particles suspended in gas, it hovers long enough to stultify the body and cause the soul to tremble.
I could go on and on about what anxiety feels like but my hands are stuck in a handshake with anxiety, they tremble from intense emotions.
There are lots of people going through these and more in life and everyday the will to live takes a step farther and struggling with continuous chastisement from decisions you've made is like a magnet that repels your will.
I know who I am, I know what what I want, I know the things I'm capable of but each time I stir my waters of creativity, it freezes like ice.
Anxiety has stayed so long and I'm not it knows when to leave, so I spend everyday with a visitor trying to send me away from my house.
It used to feel like calmly watching someone while they strangle you without a cause.
But we are beginning to get along, so each time anxiety tries to grab, I find the courage to reach out and take it's hands and just flow.
Each time I get overwhelmed, I just pause and stare into space, I let my imagination do the rest, it birth ideas, creativity that is wild, then I write.
So today I'm sending love to everyone running in a maze, away from anxiety, trying to escape, I hope you find peace with it and hold it's hands, since running has destroyed you maybe staying won't.
Thank you for reading my post ❤️.
Content originally is mine, but images were sourced.
