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My blood boils
With temptations and interests
Thoughts and ideas
Uncontrollably
Inexplicably
It boils
It tells me
This is the perfect place
Oh what a perfect time to commit a crime
A crime against my soul
A crime against my will
Oh you bad habit
Ah that's mine
It sings to me
Look darling,
We can sink a little while longer
Make these binds a little looser
Let this day be mine
No! Not so!
I've read the Holy Book
And I've confessed so much
You're even turning this to another habit of mine
I cannot go back
I cannot turn back
Stuck in the crossroads
What a daily cycle
A horrible symphony of time
A battle of wills
A battle of wants
A battle within
Oh! Here's another battle that's mine
Jadette
_Mochou has no confidants in the journey ahead