I've been feeling weak and lazy since Monday, and now I know why. Last night, an *unwanted visitor came, and I've been feeling lazier than ever. I am also having menstrual cramps, which added to my misery. I already anticipated this last night. I know it'll get worse because I didn't have my period last month. My period has been irregular, and sometimes skip for a month. And then the next month, when my period comes, it'll be hell. And it is like I have a faucet inside my V, and in full force, because of how strong it's flowing. I just want to be a man right now ರ_ರ. Anyone who wants to swap ಥ‿ಥ.
I did a lot of things just so I could have a productive day, but I always end up reading a manga or watching an anime, but even this won't give me satisfaction as I am looking for something else, and because of that, I get bored easily. I can't just find enjoyment in anything I choose to do. Why do laziness exist? I mean, why were menstrual cramps even created? How I wish they just removed this, this should never ever exist ರ_ರ aigoooo. And another thing, I've been craving lots of foods in the past day, which added more to my annoyance as my budget's about to run out. Please save me, huhu ಥ‿ಥ.
But anyway, today's not different from yesterday. I still feel lazy, but this morning, I've already promised to myself that I'll be more productive today. Fortunately, I was able to do it. Despite the pain I'm having, I can say that I had a productive day. I started it with Hive, reading a few articles and leaving a comment too. Then, when Mommy D arrived with the fish and the fresh green potato leaves she bought, I took care of them, from cleaning and dissecting -errr cutting the fish and cooking two different kinds of dishes out of them. From left to right, it is Sinigang na Isda and Sinaing sa Asin na Isda.
And those dishes, especially the Sinigang na Isda, should have a tomato or camias to make it sour, but because they are not available, we just squeeze a Calamansi to make it sour. We just put it in when it's already done cooking. And in this gloomy weather, it is really a perfect dish to have for lunch. I feel like the pain I'm experiencing right now suddenly disappears as I savor this yummy and sour dish. And aside from my mood lifting up a little because of the heavy lunch I had, I also feel more relaxed and calm now. and I feel like sleeping, but I don't take a nap now in the. I just changed my habit.
So because I decided not to take a nap, I just decided to go check the back side to see where the two old couples are living. We have this two old couple that's been living on Mom's land until now. It's amazing how they already built a lot in here, they even made a path out of stone and wood on the small stream in the backyard. It's been so long since I last visited this part because even this spot was being used by that old couple. We're not complaining, though, because they are really good when it comes to cleanliness and even taking care of things. They also have a spot on the right side, I just couldn't get a photo of it because the couple is there looking at me.
Aside from adding that small rest spot, they also have lots of plants. This one particularly caught my attention, as it was hanging on their door. It's pretty and actually cool. Their place looks more pleasant and lovelier with these hanging plants. And look where that plant was placed, it is in a coconut husk. It's actually a pretty good idea, no? I love the creativity, although its not new, but I think it is that old couple who made this.
And because I got hungry with my productivity and that small walk, I decided to eat a biscuit and this yummy chocolate with marshmallows and some kind of biscuit inside. It's sad how this biscuit instantly disappears from my hand as I devour it. I just didn't really notice ರ_ರ. I actually want to eat ensaymada or putok (star bread), but no one will go to the market, so I just bought these two in Mommy D's store. And because I'm also on a tight budget, this food is already enough, as I don't want to overspend either. Especially since I have incoming expenses, I really have to spend this time on my nasal spray. This is the time that I wish I had a million dollars in my bank account. Aigoyah!
But nevermind that, I had a productive day today. So I hope you too had a wonderful and meaningful day. So how's your Thursday?
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