A Heartfelt Letter To That Special Someone

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When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I received some love letters from my admirers. Back then, I didn't know why they liked me. I am just a thin kid who dislikes studying and prefers to play with other kids, and her favorite subject is "recess.". When I am in the fifth and sixth grades of elementary school, I still have some admirers, of course. I remember the first time that I received a small letter that said, "I love you," with three simple chocolates worth 1 peso each. It was from my classmate. He is a transfer student from the other school. I admire that guy because he had the confidence to confess his feelings toward me; meanwhile, I don't have the confidence to write a love letter to someone I like. Well, I tried to write my feelings down, but I ended up writing them in my diary instead of giving them to him. Because the typhoon attacked our house, it's sad that I wasn't able to keep it.

Speaking of love letters, this is not counted as an entry for this writing contest, right? But I just wanted to share with you that the last time I received a letter was when I was 18 years old. It's a letter from my younger cousin.

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And guess what? I kept this for almost 6 years. It said that I would open the letter on July 13, 2023. To be honest, I broke that promise because I was a bit late opening and reading the letter.

But when I read her letter, I was teary-eyed because I felt a sad emotion reading what she said. I couldn't understand it because it was written in English. Charought! It was for this reason that she wrote this seven years ago, and the content of her letter to me is something I can really feel.

In my opinion, we feel more emotional when the letter is written on paper and with effort. Am I right? Because it is always typed into a message on the phone, they will rely on an AI chat generator to send their messages to someone, and I find it not sincere to their feelings.

For example, Daniel Padilla's letter to Kathryn Bernardo after their confirmed break-up issue. 😂 (maritess side)

So, right now, I decided to write a handwritten letter to someone I have liked and loved since I joined HIVE. I never met him in person, and he is anonymous, but I feel in love. Should we really consider my feelings to be love? I believe the answer for mature people is no. I never met him, but I already liked him. Lol

I don't like to write it in English because I am afraid that he will correct my grammar when he reads this, and he will leave a 'F' marked above. Charought!

So here... finally! I'm already done writing a love letter for him.

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To be honest, I don't know if I will continue to write a letter for him. Because I'm shy. It's my first time doing it for someone I like. My gosh! I didn't know that writing a love letter is a very difficult thing to do—to confess and write down your feelings for them.

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Just look at how many pieces of paper I crumbled the other day. I forgot to take a picture of the other papers I wasted yesterday.

Ngayon na nakapag sulat ako ng Love letter kung love letter ngang tatawagin ito, base sa first experience ko ngayon na nagsulat ng liham para sakanya,

If you really like someone, it's hard to think of what you want to say to them. I have a lot of words to say to this someone I wrote a love letter for, but my brain is not working when it comes to him, so I ended up writing down some messy words and things that happened and what I felt this time after some days, weeks, and months of not talking to him.

Well, I don't know how to write a love letter, and it's my first time to write a love letter, so I'm sorry if my message and handwriting are not that good. I am not hoping that he will read this letter, but I hope that when he does, he will keep his reaction or feeling after reading it to himself because I am now afraid to know what he felt.

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Uh, I am not also good at decorating. Unlike my younger cousin, she's good at making her handwritten letters look cute with just simple designs. I think it's okay because I don't plan on giving this letter to him; I will just keep it inside the book, and because I will keep it, I sprayed a little perfume. By the way, this is my favorite perfume scent.

Well, that is all I can say for my entry for the blog contest of @hiveph and I also want to invite ate @ruffatotmeee and @jane1289 to join this contest.


PUBLISHED BY: @xanreo | HIVE
DATE: February 25, 2024

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Wow! Ang ganda ng penmanship ng younger cousin mo, it's the kind of cursive writing that I want to learn! Aaack nakakainggit!!

"I never met him in person, and he is anonymous, but I feel in love."

Internet love is real and mahirap labanan yan char! Hoy, kinikilig ako sayo sis, sana mabasa niya to at baka ito na yung simula ng pag-iibigan. 🥳

Wow! Ang ganda ng penmanship ng younger cousin mo, it's the kind of cursive writing that I want to learn! Aaack nakakainggit!!

Yung akin ba hindi dear? 🥹 charought!

Internet love is real and mahirap labanan yan char! Hoy, kinikilig ako sayo sis, sana mabasa niya to at baka ito na yung simula ng pag-iibigan.

Totoo ang hirappp ilang beses din ako nagcricri 😂 HAHAHA tsaka wag ka kiligin huhuhu baka kabaligtaran pala 😭😂

Anu baaaaa. Nakakatuwa ang letter na sinulat mo. Binasa ko hanggang huli yung sulat. May nalimutan kang part na tabunan. Haha. Nabasa nya na yan. I admire your courage in telling him how you feel through your letter. Sama ka na sa next meetup tapos pqg pasok mo sa room sabihin mo agad "I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy, telling him that I like him." Ganern. Haha

Anu baaaaa. Nakakatuwa ang letter na sinulat mo. Binasa ko hanggang huli yung sulat. May nalimutan kang part na tabunan. Haha.

Yung tinakpan ko pa, tapos may biglang lumitaw. Wala na. 🤣 akala ko dinoble check ko ng ilang beses may sumulot padin pala.

Nabasa nya na yan. I admire your courage in telling him how you feel through your letter.

Waaaa ang hirap pala talaga ate rommmeeeee!!! Pati paano yung handwritten ko? Ampanget panget. Sana nabasa niyo ng maayos at dikapo nahirapan 😂

Sama ka na sa next meetup tapos pqg pasok mo sa room sabihin mo agad "I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy, telling him that I like him." Ganern. Haha

Mag baguio nalang kayo. Malay nyo ate nasa paligid ligid lang ako nagmamatyag 🤣

Wala naman ako crush, pro never ko to gagawin haha.. Tapang nung nagpapadala tlga love letters...

Kaya nga ate jane! Hanga ako sa mura nilang edad. Samantalang ako ngayon lang ako nagsulat ng loveletter naka ilang ulit pang ulit 😂

Wow, @xanreo, ang tapang mo for sharing this super personal piece of your heart dito sa Hive!

Napili po namin ang post na ito sa aming curation ng MCGI Cares Hive community. Nais po namin kayo na anyayahan sa aming community na nag aaral ng salita ng Dios. Maaari rin po natin i-follow ang aming Official Youtube channel. Keep doing the great job po ❤️

We want to encourage to check our latest post if we have a chance po, nag didistribute po kame ng upvotes sa mga participants po :)

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Sanaall po hehehe 🤭

Sali kana din Pixie! Tsaka join ka kaya sa discord ng HivePH para naman may bestie bestie ako sa makeups don 🥹

PIZZA!

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Jam ngayon ko lang talaga binasa ng buo, sorry naman sa pa late reaction~
And wow na amaze ako sa sulat kamay mo~
Iba ang feels ng handwritten letter! Bet na bet ko ung ng crumple ka pa ng paper kasi di mo gusto ung mga nasulat mo or ano. Feel na feel ko ung feelings mo dun.

Okay lang naman ma in love jam, wala naman yan sa maturity or ano. May mga tao lang talaga na sadyang gusto lang siguro nila na maging mature ka na when you love, pero ok lang din naman na hindi pa. Pwede naman na you will be mature in love as you keep loving that same person.

Pasya mo ang pag let go. Siguro nahihirapan ka na rin. Ok lang naman hindi mag let go, pero kung masakit na talaga at feel mo wala naman tong patutunguhan, let go and let God na lang. Malay mo diba, hindi pala ngayon, pero bukas at magpakailanman, kayo pala ang tinadhana.

Lastly I admire your courage in confessing your feelings. It's not easy. Tapos tinutukso ka pa namin. Sorry na. But know that I really like your young heart. Love or infatuation man yan, I'm sure it will help you and mold you to be the best version of yourself.

Sana magpakita ka na samin. I don't think you're a disappointment. I think you're doing good, and kahit hindi man, I don't think he will judge you and be disappointed in you. Feel ko nga gusto ka na rin nya ma meet. 😊

!PIZZA

Bet na bet ko ung ng crumple ka pa ng paper kasi di mo gusto ung mga nasulat mo or ano. Feel na feel ko ung feelings mo dun.

Ang hirap po pala magsulat ng love letter 😆 noon naman natry ko pero sa diary lang talaga bagsak tapos syempre bata pako non parang kung ano nalang nasa isip ko yun na 😂 pero now na nasa 20s na ako, gusto ko talaga isulat yung gusto kong sabihin sakanya. Pero hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ko sasabihin. AHAHAHA

Pwede naman na you will be mature in love as you keep loving that same person.

Dito na ako naiyak ate 😂 ewan ko pero itong sinabi mo ako pinaka naapektuhan. Dahil sa mga sunod-sunod ko na narerecieved pagdating sa feelings ko sakanya nung mga nakaraan/nagdaang taon at buwan.

Pasya mo ang pag let go. Siguro nahihirapan ka na rin. Ok lang naman hindi mag let go, pero kung masakit na talaga at feel mo wala naman tong patutunguhan, let go and let God na lang.

Gusto ko parin naman po siya. Pero gusto ko na din na matahimik na yung mundo niya. Ayoko na maging pasakit, makulit, kasi ayaw niya talaga eh. Wala naman akong magagawa don. I think ang kailangan ko nalang eh yung mag let go. Kahit na alam ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko parin siya. Siguro lilipas din ang taon at makakalimutan ko din siya.

Sana magpakita ka na samin.

Gusto ko din ate. Kaso kasi, ayoko ma double yung pain. Ayaw na nga niya ako sa online, baka mas aayawin niya lalo ako sa personal. 😂 para na din sa ikabubuti ng puso ko. ❤️‍🩹