Angels are divine creatures, unique and different from human beings. Their appearance is a terrifying to humans and their presence changes the environment in which they come into. Many at times we humans feel that angels are a generally beautiful but no. Angels look quite different from most of the drawings and pictures we see circulating on the internet. Angels can be really scary not only through their bright appearance but the way they come to you and the manifestation of their powers.
The bible describes the seraphims as heavenly beings with six wings, two used for flying, two for covering their faces and two for covering their feet. They are described as the highest ranking heavenly beings in the hierarchy of angels. Their duty is to guard the throne of God. Also they are often described as the burning ones and part of their role is to praise God continually.
Last month I have the privilege to go up to the mountain of prayer because there were many things I needed answers to, also concerning my unending health challenges which has defy medical attention. Drugs has taken no effect and even as I take drugs I see myself going down. That was when I thought to myself that there are many whom have seen doctors and have taken medication yet they died in the presence of their doctors while their doctors watch helplessly. I then thought of the rough estimate of number of people all over the world put together who must have died in the presence of their doctors and I decided within myself that I will no longer take any more drugs nor waste my money in conducting tests.
To me, it was time to prove my faith and call upon that God who I have been worshipping since my childhood. That God whom I have read so much of his mighty works and power of healing. That sam e God whom others continually comes up in front of the congregation to testify of how they got healed of cancer, hiv and other terrible incurable diseases as far as man is concerned.
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How i developed faith I don't know but even at a point I was even surprised at my level of faith and my actions because I gathered all the drugs I've spent huge money on and throw them all away, after all they have never helped me in anyway and has never shown any effect on me. After I discarded them, I made it a point of duty to pray anyway at anytime even when I'm in a vehicle, even when I'm in the kitchen asking God to heal me and build my faith more in him. At a time I started asking for the holy spirit to come and direct me to pray in the proper way because from my pastor I learnt that God hardly answer prayers that are not in line is his plans or agenda.
So gradually I was my prayers start taking shape, promises where made etc. Truly God is good, many times angels came to my dream and lay hands upon those part of my body that was hurting and it immediately feel calm from dream to physical when I woke up. My testimony is really huge and I still believe one day I will say it on the media in front of God's alter for the world to know own that things are happening in this world that is impossible to believe.
During the time when I had not fallen sick, when I see pastors praying for people and they're getting instant healing I used to believe it but when I start hearing different people's comments on negative things about the miracle, how it was staged, how it's never possible or anything other bad things. I used to see my mind start doubting the miracles too but when I have no choice but to believe was when drugs has failed me and I know if drugs have failed that means doctors can't help me. In fact when I reflect on everything that has happened to me and how God has healed me I feel it his way of telling me that divine miracles are real and I shouldn't be among those who doubt.
I remember those night when I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night and can't even breathe, my airways will be blocked from the inside and breathing through my mouth will be with the sensation of a slim gap in the airways. I've always thought to myself in those moments, if this slim gap in my air ways closes that means I can no longer breath from my nose and I can't also breath through my mouth which means I will die.
My nights have been nights of terror back because all my challenges comes strongly upon me once it's evening then by night it's at its peak and in the day time I still be undergoing the aftermath of what I passed through in the night and with heavy headaches and numbness of different parts of my body and with feeling of tightness and pain in my skin.
When I choose God over all things and consistent prayers, every night I will turn up worship songs on my phone and I'll be singing and praising God. It got to a stage where anytime I'm praising God. I will start feeling goosebumps all over my body. In fact the first day I had that sensation because It was strange to me, was the day members of my family had said something terrible to me as concerns how much they've spent and how they will no longer be supportive financially. That was the day I locked up myself in my place and said to God, if you heal me, I'll open up my door and come out but if ever you don't heal me let them break my door to carry me out if anything happens to me.
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I was inside till it was dark outside at that moment was when I started having goosebumps creeping in through my two hands gradually and sometimes stopping until the continued and circulated through out my body and had stay longer than I've ever experienced. My eyes was tightly closed in those moments because I was praying unlike I've ever prayed before. I was kneeling. down to ground and bowed my head down to the ground. With my eyes tightly closed I started feeling as though someone else is with me but I was too afraid to open my eyes and see any scary thing because the goosebumps was strange. After the goosebumps lasted on my body for some munites and disappeared. I was too afraid I stopped my prayer, stood up and rushed to the door and opened it to go outside. I noticed something new. My nostrils were opened, I could Inhale deeply for the first time after a long while. I couldn't remember the last time a breath like a normal human who almost dont notice they are breathing. Mine has always been with effort. I could hardly talk in those times because I have little air intake to sustain myself, talking seems like spending the air that is not enough which brings feeling of suffocating. I really learnt a lot then but I thank God for everything. I've seen angels in my dreams and I've seen dreams of rapture like 7 times in that period. People die wearing oxygen mask but God healed without charging me any money.
Thank you Jesus and may everyone who read this be blessed.
