I have been on bed since 10pm but look at me still much awake, thinking about life and its challenges.
"whinnnnnn, whinnnn, whinnnn" (mosquitoes singing praises just right besides my bed)
How did we get here, infact how did i get here? It has not been this difficult for me before.
Sometimes challenges makes one think that life is meaningless and it doesn't worth living because you don't see the results if your hard work, your everyday efforts doesn't seem to be yielding positive results.
People in the street are so fraustated that they are becoming violent because of life challenges, things are very expensive, fumigation now is very expensive and thats why this little and tiny animals will not allow me enjoy my sleep after the whole day stress.
I just recalled my friend who's a nursing mom,how will she cope with this high rate of mosquitoes everywhere, just feeling for her, am under a mosquito net still they are screaming and begging me to open up let them come in and eat me up.
Just imagine is 4;am and i can't sleep and am sure some one somewhere is experiencing same issue, in less than three hours we will be out for work, there was no adequate sleep and this will affect all I am going to do for today.
I picked up my phone, went to WhatsApp but no one is there to keep me company, i picked up my laptop but i couldn't do anything , i became more anxious than ever.
Has it always been like this?
No! The past have been better, in the past i can't afford hearing this disgusting sound of mosquitoes, i will fumigate my house the next day but now the bad economy has made everyone not just me to prioritize food to other things because thats what everyone can afford.
Sometimes that feeling that am no more the person i use to be makes me so sad and I start thinking if what next to,
Yeah lets listen to music, let's see which singer will inspire me to keep going.
Elton John have something to tell me.
The sound if this music calms my soul that is worried over a lot.
Thinking if all one had been through in life, it seems like one is just born to suffer, just like one is a sacrifical lamp, feels like there is no hope.
But there is hope someone, consistency and patience will take us there and we will achieve success,
I can't hear the sound of those mosquitoes again.
"Are they listening to my music? Maybe" that sounds funny but they have ears so they might decide to listen to this sweet cool sound.
I felt a bit calmness and relieved after listening to this music, so i think i will go for a repeat.
Its gonna be alright
Sometimes you hate waking up in the morning
You feel like nothing's changed since the night before
You see the same bills sitting there on the table
And no doubt the same food in the refrigerator
You say to yourself there's nothing in-store for this day
So what's the use of me waking up anyway Lyrics
Thats the spirit, thats the motivation, just believe in yourself, everything will be alright one day.
Tye musics inspire me a lot , the journey looks so far ,it looks like i have lost my destination but I believe that everything will be alright someday.
Ohhhhh is 4:27am already, let me see if i can catch up with sleep because i should be up in the next one hour.
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