My experience today made me know that human beings are just more than capable of becoming anything and you shouldn't take an oath or come to someone's defense for innocence if your life is to be at stake. Just 30 minutes ago, I was feeling very strong emotionally and healthy but honestly right now my body is shaking. I feel so sick and my body is hot like my heart wants to stop beating and here is why.
In the cool evening of yesterday, I was surfing through the web then I decided to check some of my Telegram app messages because the notification was much and my notification tone started becoming a distraction.
As I opened one of the messages that was sent, guess what I saw. It was a nude video of a very young lady who would have been my girlfriend or wife even now if she had said yes to my proposal two years ago. Then she told me she has a boyfriend and they were dating. I used to visit her and I knew her very well to be a very hard working, calm and intelligent girl whom our first meeting happened to be in a company where we once worked together and then later discovered we live in the same town and our homes were not far from each other. She lived with a retired school principal who is popularly known in our area to be a very disciplined man and some men confessed to have been his students at a stage in their lives.
This lady has once told me how the retired school principal she was living with ignore her on the issues of her school fees but will provide for her any other thing she needs including food and shelter and she is currently studying in the university on a professional course. Her parents are not financially fit to train her and her other siblings let alone to sponsor her university studies. According to her, the retired principal has children living in UK and one in America and they used to send him good amount of money yet he wouldn't contribute to her education only to give her food, shelter and other things.
Since I knew this girl, I figured out she don't mostly go outside their fenced compound not because she's being restricted but because she's not the type that keeps much friends and the type of ladies who find her at home each time I visit we're good looking calm girls, not the type you can easily suspect of wayward life.
She only leaves the compound if she wants to go to the market and with that opportunity she sometimes visits me and some other of her friends and we will just chat and discuss over almost everything before she returns home.
She has been of good behavior from my own physical observations, the wisdom behind her words and how she associates with people. Indeed yesterday was a shock to me when I saw her nude video, her inner chambers were exposed, she even used a flashlight at hand to shine under the short skirt she was wearing for better view as there was nothing else blocking the direct view of her sanctum as she was sitted on a chair with her legs widely parted from each other.
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Also her face wasn't covered in the video I saw yesterday, so I quickly tried to discard the thought that it will be her who will always act shy when dancing in front of me even on full dress. I concluded in my mind after all many people in this world have their look alikes somewhere else in another location. Then I noticed the video had an ID number on the top right, so I said to myself it can't be her but let me track the ID to prove my heart wrong and get a relief. So yesterday I made out a little time to check out different Trending dating apps and the ones that displays their IDs in the exact same manner. After the first app I downloaded didn't match, I now downloaded a second one which matched. So I now searched for the ID I saw on the video, I saw an account with a strange name and different pictures of beautiful ladies. Deep down my heart told me the account user is trying to hide her true identity but she wasn't online when I saw the account, in fact she left outline like one hour ago.
So I decided to wait and check out once in a while to see who is live streaming with the account and today I checked again and discovered the user left in about thirty minutes ago so I chose to wait while my heart pounds harder. What happened next was like a nuclear bomb blast to my head, the streamer came online live and was standing as though adjusting her phone camera, then she danced a little with on of the shorted skirt I've ever seen which stylishly have long open cuts that revealed her inside which was covered with nothing else. She spoke and I heard her voice and it was exactly the same but her face is above the camera as she was dancing soon after, my heart banging in anticipation like it would break, she then sat down and I saw her face. My head almost shut down like windows, I couldn't believe it. By now every part of me was shaking, my heart pounding and I felt sick my body hot like fever although I was having a little feverish signs before. While she was speaking to her viewers she occasionally spreads and closes her legs for the benefit of her viewers.
No prophet would have truly prophesied for me to believe that this is what she does and that she do can do this. Then as I watched, she brought a white mask and started covering her face while talking dirty on camera. I thought to myself good girls are not always so perfect in hiding their traces or I must say those who just started their journey in the wrong part. I thought to myself it must have been long she started this because their was no sign of shyness in her like the girl I once know, even the words that drops from her mouth. She had confessed to me she had a boyfriend when I asked when out back in the days and they were dating she truly loves him I was sure of that but I understood then the guy didn't have much money to take care of them both.
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I haven't told her of my discovery, but I wonder what will be her faith if her boyfriend knows about this hidden part of her life if they are still dating and what will be the cost of this to her if she graduates on the good course I know she's currently studying in the same university we I studied and had visited her lodge many times? I'm really confused right now on the right thing to do especially how I should approach her? What right words should I use? How should I let her know that the internet never forgets and this might not hurt her today but tomorrow depending on the position she finds herself and what of her unborn children?
I met a man who once told me he fears to give birth to a female child but in this shocking discovery my mind tells me to make money in this life so I won't see any member of my future generations in this way, also I haven't told this lady anything about my discovery. I still have her contact and I have her on Facebook and I can also visit her.
Giving birth to a female child is a blessing but we really need God's wisdom and guidance in this generation.
Thank you very much for stopping by to read my post and please your suggestions will be very much appreciated.
