Today I went to work as usual but I felt something was off. I woke up with a list of activities I needed to do. I had about over a thousand emails to send because I didn't meet my email marketing target last month. And even though I have a really cool email marketing system, it was already tiring in my head. My boss has a couple of designs he wants me to finish up with so I can begin running a campaign for the new supermarket the company just acquired. I don't know if it's setting up the campaign or making the designs that are tiring. The AI tools I hoped to use for the design to help me fast-track the time it would cost me to get all the jobs done weren't giving me the expected result.
Normally I would share my laptop screen into two, or three depending on how many things I'm doing at a time, so today I did so but turned a movie on one of the screens and hoped to use the other screen to work but unfortunately, I ended up just watching five episodes of The Vampire Diaries. I was feeling all unmotivated and hungry and was trying so hard to work but it was as though my brain went blank. See me staring at my screen (Even when the movie was not on) With everything I needed to do boldly written on it. I was staring at my list and something inside me was screaming work boy, work. But I wasn't feeling any of it. All I wanted to do was sleep.
Now I'm home with all the time in the world to sleep and still end up continuing the series from where I stopped. At the point of writing this post, I'm feeling really sleepy but I still would like to watch one more episode before I do so. It's not in my usual character to just go blank, but I guess today is just one of those days. This is just me hoping tomorrow turns out to be better because it won't be good for me if it continues. I honestly hate all these unmotivated feelings, but I guess it's like that sometimes.
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