Greetings everyone 🙌
Today, while seated in my workplace, facing the main road to observe the happenings, a dark-skinned lady walked past and immediately, it reminded me of a lady I once asked out during my school days.
I don't know how it happened, but on that spot, it dawned on me that I haven't really been trying with my single life, and I need to come out of that zone and give love a chance again. "Yes, go and love again!"
This question hit my heart so loudly, and what my heart did was to reflect back on my past love trials. I saw that most of them ended in premium heartbreaks, which actually made me turn my heart into a rock to avoid being devoured by these ladies again.
Over the years, the decision to turn my heart to a rock has been so protective for me, and it seems it wants to get melted because whatever is prompting this love to my heart again is definitely not from this planet...my heart wants to get pierced again💔
I don't know how the tough guys do it with how they love with just 0.001% of their heart. My own case is totally different. When I fall in love, I fall with my spirit, body, and soul. The only thing I try to control with all the strength left in me is my wallet. Feel free to call me stingy; I don't care....after all, it's never recorded in the book of the law to empty one's account on the subject of love. I can only give in to being a Father Christmas to a lady when I've been charmed with 'kayamata' (love potion) but it's not possible because my body with the plenty of anointing oil I swallow, is immune to it.
In my country, we have a slang that says "heartbreak is for everyone," and in fact, I'm among the people that laugh at victims of that on a daily basis because I'm actually surrounded by friends going through the stage.
I've had my fair share of torture from the hand of heartbreak, and I feel I've collected my portion already because it's meant for everyone. How can I be certain that I won't experience another round of heartbreak when I decide to give love another chance?
Please, if you're reading this and you've been avoiding heartbreak when in love, please tell me your hack and save a brother.
Let me ask it better, how do you guys love with 0.0001% of your heart?
Please teach me how to do that because my heart has been safe and secure all this while, and I don't want it to be shattered again.
Ever since my last attempt at love, I decided not to go out anymore because love and 'going out' work hand in hand in emptying the pocket.
Oh yeah, the last person I attempted to be with, opened an Access Bank account on my head immediately she said agreed for a date, and she was very good at billing. I later edited her name on my phone as 'Prisca B.' You should know the complete name... 'Prisca Billings'**. Nice name👏👏
She was so good in billing to the extent that I had to tell that If her billings are meant to test whether I'm stingy or not, I boldly announced to her that I'm actually frugal with a little touch of stinginess
Like I was saying, I haven't been going out, which means I haven't been meeting people. The only place I mix with people is the Church, but I'm an usher there, and I wouldn't want a situation whereby a lady will break my heart at the end, and I'll be shy to go to church again.
No way!
The only people I've got now are people on Hive and...
Okay,
Let's continue next time.
Thank you for reading.
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