It has been exactly one month since my dog has passed and I am still having a hard time coping with it whenever I go home and I expect him to be waiting for me by the stairs or by my room or on his favourite chair, but he's not there and I still get sad. Then sometimes when I'm out and I remember the foods he like, like burger steak as a reward for being a good boy when we leave him at home alone. IDK it just feels so different losing my last pet like this when I really hoped he'd live a little longer to see the new house.
So right now... I' just making a small tribute because I wrote about Victoria when she passed away last January17, and I know Sebastion needs some sort of attention too, just one last time because I really really miss my babies.
These are all from this year and a bit from December.He strted wearing clothes because he was getting a little too old and he was losing weight quite drastically after my other dog passed away. I really did everything I could to cheer him up and made sure he was well fed and got all the walks he wanted when I was home. But in the first few day of May... He just got really thin. And before I knew it, he passed away.
And I didn't get to go with my family when they buried him, but they buried him in the garden as well, right next to his sister. I do make sure to visit them regularly. The both ofthem have stayed with me for 10 rough years. They have been my comfort and motivation to work because I really wanted to give them a better life with more treats in it, and I had really hoped they'd still be around to celebrate my small wins. But I think 10 years with me was all they had. They had a really hard time moving already when this year came around, and now I see why.
To cheer me up though, here are some cute shots of Sebastian when he was younger.
I have so much more in my gallery, but most of them were meme photos. I can see now why he brought so much happiness to my life, and how much he cheered m up, and for that, I am eternally grateful that he stayed with me for so long even when I often turn him into a meme, or that I make him get stuff for me because I'm so lazy. I'm just really happy he and his sister helped me go through my extremem depression and anxiety. I have been a much calmer and kinder person becaus of them, and I hope they'll always keep watch over me just as they did when they were still with me.
Sorry for bng a little emotional. I just miss my babies dearly. This is all from me for tonight. Thank you for reading this far, and I hope toee you guys on my next blog.