We are happy in the house because of our four-month-old cats, TimTim and Kitkat. They are like a ray of sunshine that was thrown at us, so we catch it wholeheartedly and with open arms. Of course, we all feel that way about our other pets. It's just that these two are kind of a bit different. They are like humans who know a lot of things. What I like about these two is that you can easily call them by their names. Although I'm sure the food is the real reason why they are so easy to call, it's still amazing.
Another thing is that they can eat almost everything we eat. They eat rice even just with soup, they eat fish, chicken, pork and even vegetables, gosh, they are not a picky eater, thanks God! They eat cat food, but Timtim is team rice, as he can eat a lot more rice than cat food. And it's the opposite for Kitkat because he likes cat food more. But he eats rice too, of course, but not that much. Due to that, Timtim is much heavier than Kitkat, he has a lean body, but wait till you carry him, because he is heavy. And although they are a bunch of handfuls of cats, their cuteness and the happiness they brought to us just make up for their naughtiness and mischievousness.
Kitkat and Timtim have a habit of climbing up to our kitchen sink. We got mad at them at first, but then we just let them do whatever in the end because they'd just sit in there and sometimes sleep in there, especially Timtim. They don't mess in there naman, so we let them. Whenever I prepare their food, they will immediately climb up to their favorite chair as if they can't wait anymore to eat. It's cute but kind of annoying, but I'm used to it already. And that's the painful part, because I got used to it. I woke up today feeling high and sad and still in regrets. He's one of our happy pills, and I'm so used to his presence together with Kitkat that I feel so empty, sad and still so sorry.
We got used to them always being together in their favorite chair whenever we went into the living room. You see, we are letting them stay in our living room so that they won't wander outside. Some of you know that the road where lots of vehicles pass is just in front of our home. And to be safe, we are letting them run around and play in the living room rather than in the extension house. They sleep in there, and they also do their business in our comfort room. So clever, no? We had to pick them up whenever they did that, it stink but that's the price to pay on having a playful cats.
And we gave them more time to play by letting them play in the backyard. It is located at the back of our home, and it is much safer there. But, even if it is safe, I always accompany them whenever we go down there. While they are playing to their hearts content, I, on the other hand, am laughing all alone on the side while watching them, because y'all know how chaotic they are when they play. They don't care if they trip or stumble upon something, as long as they are happy running around. And it's hilarious if you watch them on the side. They are living a happy life.
I won't share further about what happened to Timtim coz it's too painful remembering it all, but yep, he's gone, and if only I could turn back time, I'd do the opposite of what I did back then, and for sure, he will live. But that's impossible. So all I can wish now is that Tim can forgive me. But even if he won't, then that's okay too. I will forever remember the stupidity I did back then and will live with regrets in my heart.
That night, when the accident happened, we didn't inform Mom because, at that time, Mommy F was high blood. And if we inform her about that, she might cry and get sad, and she might experience a hard time sleeping too, just like me and Mommy D. I just learned from Mommy D that she also had a hard time sleeping because she's thinking about him and can remember how his lifeless eyes were wide open, as if they were begging to be revived. Mommy D tried her best to revive him, but to no avail. Then next morning, Mommy F is looking for Timtim, and that's when Mommy D informed her about the sad news.
And yes, she cried, just like I did that night. We were all just sad the whole day. All we did was remember all the happy times we had with Timtim. As for Kitkat, I think he is looking for Tim, but it is good that King is there to play with him.
I was really happy that we finally have a black cat, but why leave so soon Timtim, our black panther (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ.
I hate myself so much! It's all my fault! Seriously! This is all my fault. Regrets are eating me. I had a hard time sleeping last night. It's already 11:30 p.m., but my eyes are still wide open while a lot of thoughts are running through my head. It hurts, seriously. Last night, as I prayed to God, I asked Him to relay a message to my Timtim: "I am so sorry, and please forgive me."
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