Itching for work - Health Update.

inuke in #hive-197685 • 2 days ago

I am recovering and doing better than yesterday. However, I do not feel light and great. I was able to answer calls in the evening, and I am sure the party on the other side of the phone heard a coughing 80-year-old frog. But that's just fine. I took the morning off today. When I logged in for the second half, I was overwhelmed by the number of pending tasks. But that shouldn't be a problem. I am sure I can handle that. It is just I am getting tired of this bullshit health condition. And I wish that I dont reply with the messages like "Not in Office today, Message me in case of emergency" to every call. I just wish the meds work faster and get me the result faster.
I am going to be honest, this itch to get back to work is only 50% dedication and 50% fear because we are in the last quarter of the fiscal year. This is where the action happens. The reviews and the plans and you will know what is it going to be like for the rest of the year. And the money talks start. I worked hard but if I am not there to present myself during the review. It is all going down the drain. I am afraid that I am going to be the victim of the recency effect. I am not sure but I think this fear is making my recovery process slow. Is there any way to cancel all the noise and focus on the healing? Because I need it.

I am inuke.
And I am tried of being sick and need help to change that.

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ryivhnn yesterday

Ironically (or logically) all that stressing about the work stuff and how long it's taking to get better is going to make it take even longer to get better.

If you find writing about it helps process and let it go definitely keep that up ;D and find some other relaxing things to do if you're not sleeping (strongly recommend sleeping as much as possible) like reading if you can concentrate.

And blah blah blah eat properly and stay hydrated (if water isn't cutting it try lemon water with salt or hydralite or some equivalent).

If you're really obsessing about work make todo lists and plans for how to tackle things when you get better (absolutely not under any circumstances before as you will probably relapse and exacerbate all current problems) and/or what tasks you can delegate to other people.

Hope you start turning around soon :S

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inuke 23 hours ago

So true. Worry breeds worries.
Because of this stress my sleep was also disturbed. I mean I go to bed only to stare the ceiling for atleast an hr. 😅 Then the meds kicks in and I go night night..

But I should take this time to plan the project. Otherwise its going to be the difficult for me to manage.

I am getting better, I count that as a plus point for today.
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