HELLO HIVE PEOPLE !
Today I’m going to reintroduce myself here as my first introduction was not that great, I didn’t properly introduce myself, and now a lot of people here are thinking that I’m using some other model’s pictures and I’m not real :( i will take it as a compliment coz I’m not a model )
..I’m real guys, that’s me..I’m not using anyone’s pictures..so let me give a proper introduction of myself today..
My name is Yogita ( nick name- Botni )
I’m 25 years old and I’m from a small town in Rajasthan, India.
MY QUALIFICATION
I’m done with my studies, I’ve completely my masters degree in English literature. So if i want to i can become a teacher but that’s not what i want ..I always wanted to be my own boss, I never wanted to work in a 9 to 5 job . So i work as a freelance digital artist. I make digital arts. so few months back my brother told me about hive ..I didn’t took it seriously back then but then I researched on my own and thought it’s an amazing platform for introverts like me to express themselves to the world without feeling concise. So I made my account here.
MY HOMETOWN
I’m from a pretty small town called Ratangarh, it’s a small town in Rajasthan, India. A lot of people may not have heard about this city. I lived my whole life here only. There’s not many facilities are available here like malls, theatres and other fancy stuff but still i loved living here.
MY CHILDHOOD
Let me say this my childhood was not that great. My father had a temper issues and he used to fight with my mother all the time over small things..and my mom use to tolerate all this and hid her emotions from us (me and my brother) she managed to give us everything we needed even tho she was suffering in her marriage but for the sake of society and Indian culture, divorce was never an option for her back then.
I was pretty scared of my father and i never use to go in his room or talk to him like other kids. I always use to think like why me God ..every other kid seems to have a great relationship with their father’s but not me. He never really cared for me and my brother. Maybe that’s why i share a very strong bond with my brother and mum. Here’s some of our pictures together..
MY LIFE STROY
As they say “All smiling faces are not happy”. Looking at me no one could tell that i had a rough life. Coz I never showed my true life to anyone, i was never been an expressive person even my best friend never knew about my life at home. Everyone use to think she belongs to a pretty wealthy family and her family is so perfect. But it was not at all true.
As i told you i had a rough childhood as i grew up in a pretty toxic environment. But i have a great relationship with my mother. She has done everything and has sacrificed everything for her children’s upbringing. Now it was our turn to give her back..so 2 years back we came to know a lot of things about my father, he was cheating on my mother with multiple women’s throughout their marriage and was started giving her life threats. One day when he was shouting at my mother over no reason at all, he even raised his hands on her that day my brother was in town ( he use to live in Jaipur) so me and my brother (he’s only a year older to me) thought of ending it all and try to give my mother her justice. We called the police that day and got him arrested for all the charges.
Now my mother took a stand for herself as well as her children’s are standing with her to support her. She took the decision and gave him divorce finally.
Now we three are living together as a happy family with no toxicity. It was a big step for us.
Now my brother take cares of us both so nicely, at such young age he took all the responsibilities on himself, I’m really proud of him for taking a stand for us.
We have faced many challenges as a family it was not easy to fight against my father as he’s a pretty powerful and famous personality. A lot of people were against us but God is with us and we fought back. We are still fighting in court against him. I’m a firm believer of God, and God never leaved us three alone in hard situations. He always showed us the right paths to follow in dark times. Today we are able to live our life’s happily because of our faith in God.
THINGS I LIKE
I’m really found of fashion. By seeing me, no one can guess that I belong to such small town. At early age i started watching makeup and fashion related YouTube videos and started learning about them. I love taking pictures, here’s some of my pictures from shoots, all my pictures are taken by my Mom.
I also love food and I love watching Netflix shows and movies so i will share my reviews here.
I always wanted to be a fashion designer or a fashion stylist but as my father never allowed me to go out of the city to study, i was not able to fulfil my dreams. But now i can do whatever i want and make my dreams come true. As I stayed inside my house pretty much most of my life I became an introvert but by this platform i can show my interests here. I hope you guys show me your love and support as it is important for me to become independent.
Thank you bhai ( brother) @thecrytotrader for introducing me to this platform.
I hope now you guys won’t think it’s a fake account.
Thanks for reading about my life.
Do give me your suggestions as I’m quite new here and trying to learn more about this platform.
Special thanks to some of my co-hivers for showing me support and motivation at this early stage.
@schamangerbert @salomijale @kasteem @bhattg