Hope you are all well, healthy and have a great day today.
I want to share something with you.
When bad times come, they seem to come from all around. You must be wondering why I said that? It's been almost a while since I heard good news. I heard bad news again.
The news is that my grandmother is ill...
At one time, when my father got married, my mother came into the family, then gradually the burden of responsibility decreased, but again the burden of the family came on the shoulders of my grandmother, after my mother died.
After our three sisters got married, my grandmother started living again with that boy. Although we were always by his side, but both of them lived in our house.
Although the grandmother could handle everything for several years, the grandmother could no longer cook for the last two to three years. Everything was done by father.
In fact, it is very difficult to find laborers/cooks in the village. Because most people come to the city to work. So we did not find any workers in our village despite many efforts. So the father had to handle everything.
Today my father is sick and admitted to the hospital and on the other hand we came to know that my grandmother is suffering from a serious disease like cancer. And currently he is in the last stage.
So the doctor has informed that we cannot cure him completely even after treatment. Due to his age, his body cannot take the risk of any chemo therapy.
After knowing the news, it was dark all around. Father on one side and grandmother on the other side, both of them will be sick together in such a way that none of us ever thought.
But life moves at its own pace, so it is absolutely impossible to match it with our thoughts.
However, for the last few days I was quietly trying to accept it all. I was preparing myself to face this difficult situation in life.
It is very difficult to accept someone's departure. But there is no other option but to accept. So no matter how hard it is, we move forward in life by accepting it.
Of course, the one who gives pain, also gives the ability to bear it. So maybe we can live with his pain even if we lose everyone.
I understand very well that very soon my grandmother will leave us forever. It is not that I am not suffering after knowing this hard truth, but I want my grandmother to leave this world soon.
I know many of you are thinking why I am talking like this? Because I've accepted the fact that Grandma will never fully recover.
So if he can go to the next world peacefully instead of suffering, that is much happier for me.
Of course, the pain of losing my grandmother, like the rest of my life, is working in me equally. But still, I don't want a person who has suffered all his life, to have this suffering in his last life....
On the other hand, it's sad to think that my father is in the hospital and if grandma dies right now, maybe my grandma won't be able to see her only son's face for the last time.
