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I still can't explain what was happening and what I have done wrong to this girl, my waist is getting tired, old age has set in and there is no energy left inside the son of man, but she want more, which I don't have.

The economy has taken a toll on me, finding the whole house alone, making everything ready, I don't want to be called a deadbeat father, I want to look responsible in the eyes of my kids and everyone. The more reason I hustle harder, do more, work extra, in order to bring more money home.

On the other hand is my wife, a mother of three, dragging me to the inner room for what I am already tired of. Reluctantly following her, sending all signal in my body to tell her I am not in the mood, but she won't have it, her decision is final and so be it. So I followed sheepishly, since there was no choice.

And the journey of ecstasy began, all of sudden I just felt numb in my leg and thought it was some kind of a joke, then followed by shortage of breath, then it looks like the end was near and I am about to cross to the other side of life, unprepared, unannounced, on top of a women? What kind of an omen is that.

Cumming & Going (2) - The Other Side. : A Freewrite.