This is my post for #freewriters 2373 prompt toxic resident hosted by @mariannewest
I am still upset over the fact that they want to put a 1,000 acre golf course in one of our State Parks and in two other parks, 350 room hotels, they want to call them lodges, they think this will make us think they are not hotels but that is what they will be. And the most toxic resident who is all for this is our Governor Ron De Santis, I wonder how much money the developers are lining his pockets with, just like Big Sugar lined them to get their reservoirs in place. They deliberately poisoned the water coming out of Lake Okeechobee in the guise of needing to build retaining ponds and divert the water to the west coast, everything Big Sugar wanted, as soon as public opinion got on their side and before the water was diverted and the retaining ponds built, the water magically stopped being toxic, go figure. Anyway that is not what I wanted to write about today, I think I made myself clear on it in yesterday's post....
I have been wondering about this for several years. I first thought about what was going on when My Mom told me about how she was waking up at 3 o'clock every morning after her best friend of 50 years passed away.
This is Miss Lilly, my mother's best friend. The day before she passed she walked to my Mom's house, she lived just down the road from her, they sat under the oak tree and Mom told me that they talked for hours, they talked about all the good times they had together. Mom said in 50 years they had never had a spat or bad word between them. Miss Lilly passed that night. The next day was Easter and Mom went to Miss Lilly's house to see if she wanted to go to Sunday morning service, she knocked on the door but there was no answer so she thought Miss Lilly's daughter picked her up. That was not the case, she passed away that night.
Every night after Mom found out Miss Lilly passed away Mom said she woke at 3AM. She told me she did not understand the meaning of why she was waking at exactly 3AM. Mom took Miss Lilly's death very hard. It was hard on me to watch her go through this, she had lost two sons and this was as hard as losing them was on her.
After my Mom passed away, I started waking at 3AM and I am still doing it, I feel there is a meaning to this.
Yesterday someone I know posted about her father passing and how she is now waking at 3AM every morning.
Now I am thinking there has to be a meaning, so I googled it, and there is a connection to 3AM and a loved one passing, here is what I found.
https://www.wikihow.com/Why-Do-I-Wake-Up-at-3am-Spiritual#:~:text=Waking%20up%20at%203%20AM%20without%20cause%20is%20usually%20a,re%20on%20the%20right%20path.
Waking up at 3 AM is spiritually a sign from your guardian angel that a positive change, opportunity, or new beginning is coming your way.
The exact time you wake up could be a specific message from an angel. For instance, angel number 3:13 signifies the need to let go of fear.
When you wake up at 3 AM, meditate, pray, or manifest what you want in life. The thoughts that come up may be further messages from the spirits.
Waking up at 3 AM without cause is usually a tell-tale sign of a spiritual awakening. You may be undergoing an important change, and waking at 3 AM could indicate that your soul is on a journey—you’re on the right path.
Use this physical awakening as a reminder to care for your mind, body, and spirit. Spend time in nature, journal, or meditate.
The number 3 appears more than any other number in the Bible, which is believed to represent harmony, new beginnings, and wholeness. So, if you wake up at 3 AM without reason, take this as a positive sign! Your spirit is aligning with a greater power, and something big is coming your way—the angels are keeping a watchful eye on you.
Many believe that waking at a specific time each night could be a way for angels to connect with the living. The angel number 3 symbolizes love, and waking up at 3:13 AM or 3:33 AM may be a sign an angel is near.
If you wake at 3:13, your angels are encouraging you to let go of fear and be courageous.[1]
If you wake at 3:23, your angels want you to connect with an old friend.
If you wake at 3:33, a new and exciting opportunity is coming your way.[2]
If you wake at 3:43, happiness is just around the corner.
If you wake at 3:53, your angels are pushing you to worry less about what people think—do what makes you happy!
At this time of night, your spiritual senses might be heightened. Supernatural beings, ghosts, demons, and angels are said to be the most active, leading to abnormal activity and events. Some believe this is the best time to meditate, pray, or cast a spell because the earth’s magic is abundant.[6]
You may feel a sense of urgency when you wake up between 3 and 4 AM, especially if it’s not normal for you. This is because the spirits have woken you.
This is something that I have never told anyone and never thought I would write about, but after reading this last statement, I am thinking there is more to it than just a dream that occurred for several nights after Mom passed.
It was also a 3AM thing but I am not sure if it was exactly 3AM but it was between 3 and 4, I am scared to even type the words.
I had to take several big breaths before telling this story and say a prayer that it never happens again.
Lord keep it away from me, it is not welcome in my home. AMEN
This is so crazy that I am having a hard time telling you about it. But here goes.
I wake and feel something that is very heavy lying on me, I can not move but I am wide awake, it is having sex with me. I try to move but my body feels so heavy. This happened for several days, I did not want to fall asleep because I was so scared it would return, and on the last day that it happened I heard my Mother's voice and she was telling me to pray for it to leave me alone and leave my house, it is not welcome here. I did this and I never had it happen again. Like I said, I do not know if it was a dream or did it happen. But it seemed so real and to this day, it still scares me.
photos are mine