I'm Lost..

in #hive-1028794 days ago

Sometimes you feel like you have your life sorted and then the next moment you feel like everything is falling apart. Nothing is right and not worth it. I don't understand how most people have their life sorted or maybe they don't. There's always another side of the story.

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But it's really not a bad feeling. Well, I was lying. Sometimes it is the worst feeling. You don't know where to go, what to do, or how to escape. Avoidance is not a solution. Once you feel those emotions and acknowledge those. Being aware of where you are in life and how you feel is the best thing so that these emotions don't have a heavy place in your heart and mind.

What's my problem is I wanna fix everything at once. I don't let myself make mistakes. I want everything to be perfect. Which isn't possible right? You can not do all the things perfectly all the time. I learned this the hard way.

I was focusing on perfection and not progress. I hold myself accountable for not doing the 2 things on my to do list and not focusing on the 15 things I did. This behaviour is destructive. You should always focus on the positive things in life. There's always a chance to improve but today won't be back. But remember..

Progress over perfection.

Instead of doing everything still there is a feeling of unfulfillment. Sometimes I get unsure about things I do. Is it only me or you too feel the same way?

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I relate with you, sometimes I want to do everything at once and it ends up causing me a lot of anxiety.

I suffer from depression and I have these feelings so often