I made efforts yesterday, but I couldn't push myself further when headache set in. I knew at that moment that if I did push myself further, I would end up with a very sour morning.
I didn't want that for myself. Not even something close to that because my health, happiness, and peace matters. Yeah, they do, which is why I wasn't able to even finish some tasks I planned to accomplish yesterday. I missed two meetings, couldn't write or even do many activities online.
The fact that I wasn't able to do some things yesterday made me want to push myself forward to accomplish more, but after a few trials, I gave up. I felt ache all over like a trailer rammed into me, lol. It was too much, so I just headed home, and I didn't even need a miracle to put myself to sleep because I was super tired.
Yesterday was a rainy day, and Riverside by Agnes Obel did walk me home as I walked in the rain. An inspiration to behold.
I needed no one to tell me the danger that lies within my actions if I had pushed over. Therefore, I relaxed, felt refreshed this morning, and started with yesterday's work. I am still a little behind schedule, but the beautiful thing is that I have done something and am still doing something before I prepare for the outing scheduled for today.
There's still a little pain in my legs, but it is much better than yesterday, so I know I'll thread carefully wherever I find myself today.
Mazz music, Fade Into You is another piece that seems to just calm me as I carried on with my daily activities for the day. You know that sort of feeling you get that tells you everything will be alright. Yeah, that's what I feel listening in right now. Therapeutic, it is super fascinating.
The last song on the list filled up every vein in my body with the perfect amount of musical dose, and it calms me more.
Pausing, my shoulder moves swiftly as smiles light up my face, and calmness wash over me.
When it is been said that music is a universal language, I believe this tune fits perfectly in. With no words, her message is clearly understood, and I love it.
I plan on having a better day today, and I am glad I am off with a good start. The feeling of contentment fills me in, assuring every fibre of me of what's yet to come.
Still yours truly,
Balikis.
Thanks for reading and listening.
Peace be unto those who crave it and more to those who chase it away.
