"If you are the dealer then I am out of this game, if you are the healer it means I am broken and lame, if thine is the glory then mine must be the shame. You want it darker?, then we kill the flame" .
"Magnify, sanctify be thy holy name, nullified, crucified in the human frame, a million candles burning for help that never came, you want it darker?, then we kill the flame".
"There's a lover in the story but the story is still the same,a story of torture pain and suffering , there's a lullaby for suffering and a paradox to blame, but it's written in the scriptures, it's not some idle claim. You want it darker? , then we kill the flame". The strange spirit continued.
"There lining up the prisoners and the guards to take a name, a colossus of demons they were middle class and tame, I didn't know I had permission to murder and to mame, you want it darker? , then we kill the flame.
"If you are the dealer then let me out of this game, if you are the healer then I no longer want to be healed". The spirit said, pointing out the direction for Joshua.
Joshua stared at the table filled with drugs as his spirit and body forced itself towards it. A drug addict all his life, Josh continued to struggle on. But deep down he had a strange feeling about today. He felt it would be the last his flame would glow if he fell for his temptations.
Magnified, sanctified be thy holy name!, guide me through this empty desert of temptation. Guide me through the tunnel of purity so I don't have to murder and mame. Josh said with all the strength he could muster from within. He struggled as his weak bones moved him to the table, opening a black hole where his soul was lost forever.