In my previous Post I gave you some teasers about the actual story behind one of my songs 'Everyone loves a Secret'.
This was the Secret....
NOW I will open my secret for you, because I have a message that everybody should hear!
I want to empower everyone to know your worth and value and respect those of the people around you! Speak up, if you’re not treated, the way you have deserved it, be brave to tell the truth, trust your feeling and listen to your heart!
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How it all began
It started with innocent exchange of contact details from a man who showed interest, in a way that was so different from everything I have experienced before: mature, positive, careful, grounded, motivating, grateful and warm- hearted. The attraction to him grew slowly and patiently, and had developed to my daily dose of joy.
Still I felt a shakiness in me, telling me, something is strange.
How could this be true, I thought, if he treats me with so much attention and warmth? My heart was tempted to meet him and not only the ocean, that laid between us, would stop me. A weekend in the city of dreams and finally seeing him again. I was overflowed with emotions when I met him.
He kept a Secret...
But why was I still feeling shaky, it was like an earthquake in me. I felt that he hided a secret. That feeling never left me, even when I was back at the other side of the world again.
One day, then all of a sudden, I woke up and I knew a storm would come. I received a message from his wife.
I felt like the world had come crashing down on me.
She was asking me, who I was and what it was between us and wanted to meet me in person. I felt her anger, fear, sadness and pain. I was in a shock. I felt guilty, cheated, hurt, and unsafe, not knowing how to react and if I should answer her. I let him know about her request, that I felt guilty, didn’t know what’s going on and that I wouldn’t want to be involved in their crazy games of their still existing marriage!
Until now I haven’t replied to her, nor have I heard anything back from him.
I left it for good and suffered through my experience, have learned and grown through it.
I have never intended to destroy a relationship, neither do I now, as I am a strong believer of nostalgic values like true love, family, friends and the simple things in life.
Painful experiences that led to some great outcomes...
My Debut EP „Love&Secrets“ is all about my experiences, failures and growth from love. It’s not a revenge, it is a release. I have learned that you should always be honest and treat everyone fair, especially when it comes to something so sensible like love. Courage is the key to stand for yourself , be responsible for your actions and take over the control of your life.
He might will keep me as his secret in his life, but let me tell you my secret: You better don’t mess up with a songwriter, they might release a song about it!
#Everyonelovesasecret.
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NOW TELL ME YOURS!!!
Here is the music video, which was also my first music video ever!
