If you actually rate yourself on the value of your payout, you'd be doing yourself an injustice. I learned that Hive rewards are not a permanent digit of your worth but rather a form of encouragement. If I come on Hive now, it is because I actually love what this place does to me and rewards are just a plus. You have brought on a certain mindset and rid yourself of the previous. Now, nurture and give that mindset roots by adding value to who you are.