Love was really sweet some decades ago, i use the word "was" because i didn't know what i was doing back then when i started dating but thank God i am a bit wiser now.
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I believe most of us have had similar or maybe worse experience when it comes to falling in love especially for the first time. I started crushing on this girl some time ago but i dont want to mention her name for you guys so that sandra wont know that i'm talking about her on this post.
We spend hours on phone calls a day even we when we have nothing to say we would sing for each other and perform like Whitney Houston. During the call and conversations you need to see how i grin and you could count all the white stones in my mouth(teeth) sometimes we prefer listening to our breath and heartbeat on phone till the call credit exhausts. Sleepless nights chatting on phone till the sun starts burning again.
We always drew plans about the future and how we were going to build our own house, get married and also have babies even tho we were just approaching our 20's. "what an early planner we were". Although sandra was a shy girl but me paul, i was shy'er than her and this made a serious gap in the relationship because when ever we meet we don't look each other in the eyes but instead we prefer looking at the sky or admire a nearby bush if any. we could sit on a particular spot for more than an hour without saying anything reasonable to ourselves because of how shy we were.
But immediately we depart back home the first message from us would be, "i miss you now" but we just met earlier on today¿! when she calls me sweet names like my love, sugar, candy, or mango you will see me smiling like i just won $10,000 HBD from hive. i really liked the girl but conscience had never permitted me to tell her "i love you" from my mouth, she only read them as a common text during our conversations.
The poor girl really suffered in the name of being my (friend/spouse/girlfriend) because i do see romantic scene from korean movies and how lovers do the love thing but i asked myself when will i be bold like this people? i cant even look directly into the eyes of a girl talk more of hugging her, or mistakenly kissing her cheek as a sign of love. shyness is a disease and i needed the cure urgently back then.
the funniest part of our relationship was that we always denied each other when we are sited with other group of people so they dont wonder why we dont behave like lovers. This is a very shy story for me but whenever i remember how crazy i was years back with the first girl i loved it is always a funny memory and sometimes i wish i had a video of those moments so i could using it to laugh when ever i'm facing a bad day😂
How was your own love experience too when you first fell in love, were you a bold type or you were just like me? hoping to hear from you too friends enjoy your day.
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