Sometime i am overwhelmed by how far i have come, the things i have achieved, i feel there is an invisible hand controlling all that is happening to me, it all seems to fall in my favour, of all the things i have wished for, i literally have them, its a miracle, its favour, its a blessing its wonderful, this feeling of being at your prime and having all you wanted desired, wished, living a life guided by wisdom daily, i am so certain of my future and i know that everything i have envisioned will fall into place.
Then Again on the otherside i feel i'm the least person on earth, at my age i feel i'm so late to life, by now, i'm suppose to have gotten married, have my kids, have my family, my small home, stay with the one i love, run my small business, have my wife support me, with our first son or daughter, but then it all look like i'm far from all of that. Damn....its funny how life will make you feel overwhelmed at the same time makes you feel miserable.
I feel mylife is actually in its best form truly speaking, i feel it has been predestined cause everything is perfect for me except for the aspect of a life partner, even tho i dont feel reasy for it yet cause i'm still trying to get it all stable before now thinking of bringing someone into mylife, done with uni now i'm upto the next, when i'm done with national assignment then i can actually think of getting married settling down with the right person who is truly deserving.
Life sometimes feels like a bed of roses, some other time it feels like bed of thorns, which ever way you must find your balance in between and breathe and one of the ways i do that is by focusing all the energy on me for the time been, i know i'm doing well when i look back at my track record, things i have achieved so far, i focus on me, building, investing, reading books, studying, advancing on both my digital skills and physical skills to build a reputable life for me and to provide for my family the perfect life ever.
I thing i'm very much sure of is my prosperity, i know i will be stupendously wealthy, even tho it look like i am far behind while my age mate have far gone ahead of me , i know i will sure catchup amd surpass them, i know this like i know my name, its crustal clear to me every and each day as i rise to greet the morning, this conviction arises out of the place of my intentionality and purposefulness towards life, right from when i was a child knew it all, i felt it upon me, like a vision i knew i would be the PATHFINDER of my family, he who finds the pathways for others to follow, cause of these burden i for go a lot of things trying so hard to do everything within my power and will to ensure that, that vision is true, even tho it seems long i know it will sure be, cause it was meant to be.
