Hi, I hope you're having a swell day. Thanks so much for sharing this with us.
I've thought about it a lot, and giving up just isn't an option. Why? Because what's giving up exactly? For me to just lie on the floor right there in the middle of my suffering?
I've thought about it a lot, and the path to less suffering is through suffering. If one puts all he's got into it, it is not a 💯guarantee that one will make it, but it is definitely and surely better than the alternative which is to just lie there in perpetual and indefinite suffering.
Also, suicide really isn't an answer. It never is.
I hope all our hustles pay on the end and we can get to have beautiful lives in the end. We'll then look back at this current suffering and thank ourselves that we didn't give up!!!
Stay strong, brother.