I could not fall asleep last night and my mind wondered deeply.
Is this really love? Or it is just all in our head because the more I think of it, the more it just does not fit.
I mean, I feel humans do not really love because if actually we do love as we claim then how is it possible that you suddenly detest the one whom you loved so much. How is it possible that you suddenly do not feel what you felt for the person, is the feeling that transient?
There have been cases of one killing his or her ex. There have been cases of one hurting their partner so bad that they end up in the hospital either for physical injury or psychological injury and all these kept making me wonder, is this real or is it all in our head. Because if it's real then I have so many questions.
How could something real be so temporal?
How could something real be so uncertain?
And most important and could something real hurt so much?
Some people who say that more deeply you fall determines how hard you would fall. But what if all these were just made up to defend the fact that love is just a very funny thing.
Today two people are in love and tomorrow they are worst enemy. Is it because they are selfish or because the whole idea of love is just a fallacy or is it that love once existed but it dead now.
Someone once told me that the only reason love no longer stand is because love is sacrifice and this generation is too selfish to sacrifice. But on a further thought, isn't it a bit sentimental to tag prioritizing oneself selfish? I mean, making one self a priority should be what everyone should struggle to achieve and if that is the case how could that be the reason love no longer thrive.
If that is the reason it simply means that the whole concept of love is faulty from the onset. Because personally any relationship that I have to be in and loose myself in the process is not worth me being in it and love relationship is not an exception. So maybe the whole idea of love is just in our head. Maybe it is just the heart seeking companion. Maybe it was never a thing or maybe this generation has learnt the importance of self love and broken free from the jinx of the phenomenon placed by the heart to cage the mind.
But if that is the case, what then is this feeling of satisfaction and happiness that comes with loving someone or should I say being with a particular person (since I am not even sure if the term love is real or just a hypothesis)
If truly the heart just came up with that to satisfy whatever it needs to satisfy then that adrenaline rush is very unnecessary because it is just all in our mind. Maybe that is possible since the heart has a great control over our whole body.
At the end I am still very curious if love is real or not
