My dear Brother, something beautiful that I want to rescue from what you write is that you somehow manage to stabilize yourself; I understand that feeling perfectly and there are ways to cope with it, one of them is by doing activities outside of music that connect you with nature, I feel that you should work harder to rediscover yourself from love and not from compassion or guilt, we need to forgive ourselves, we need to create a divine connection with ourselves and you must achieve this by making sense of that emptiness. You are a great human being, do not allow anything or anyone to steal your happiness, you must learn to love yourself and live with your virtues and defects; letting off steam is indicated but the idea is not to fall into vicious circles that reinforce a confinement where everything seems gray, when it is not!
Remember that insomnia, anxiety, sadness and lack of motivation are signs and symptoms of depression, don't let that shelter you... you can fight it and I am very happy that you are aware of it, many people are not and they end up making their situation worse!!
I love you very much Ali, you are an artistic example for me, you manage to inspire and motivate with your music, remember that everything is temporary, I wish the best for you man, I wish your well-being Brother!!!
You made a beautiful and very natural sound composition, I congratulate you because even without any editing you sound spectacular, you rock a lot 💖!!!
Thank you very much for having opened your heart and soul with us and for having participated in this edition of the Hive Open Mic, you are the best 🤜🤛 we are waiting for you again next week ¡You Rock! 🙌😀💛
PS: I hope that things in your country are improving, take care of the news and that tension that generates this type of conflicts!!
PS2: My brother, this week begins week 130, remember that the following week is number 131 and you have to choose the theme for week 132, have you thought about what you would like it to be? if you know it you can write it in the link that I left you last time or tell me about it here, no problem!!!