No matter how strong a human is and how much of a label he carries as brave, I'm sure there is still fear that exists in every human being, that fear is varied, not all humans have the same fear, for some people sometimes have fears caused by things. simple things and vice versa, it should be underlined that fear is part of human life and it will not be denied forever.
At first I once claimed to be a person who would not be afraid of anything but over time I realized that what I was thinking was impossible, things that could potentially scare me came one after another which in the end I came to the conclusion that human fear is real and will always exist.
So far I have lived life for decades, various scary things have come to me, when fear comes I have to stop, and sometimes I try to dare to fight it, not a few risks have tormented me and not a few victories have succeeded in me I get when fighting fear, I've also been almost traumatized by excessive fear and maybe I will always remember it (even though I have tried to forget it).
10 years ago when the area where I live was still a conflict area, my state security apparatus with full weapons came to my house, the incident happened at midnight, at that time I was only with my mother at home and the security forces ordered to open the door of the house , then my mother opened the door and they went in to search every room, they suspected that there were rebels in our house, even though my mother had explained it but they still insisted on searching it, until they came into my room and found me in it, and what happened ? without turning on the room lights one of the security forces immediately pointed a gun at me and wanted to shoot, immediately my mother shouted loudly "that's my son", when they turned on the lights then they realized that I was not the person they were looking for, I couldn't say anything, I was silent the whole night because of a fear I couldn't imagine.
it almost cost me my life, and it's an event I will never forget.
that's the bad experience of extraordinary fear that I've ever experienced, hopefully things like that will never happen to me again in the future.
thank you for reading.