Premonition
Is a strong feeling or sense that something is going to happen, especially something negative or ominous, before it actually occurs. It is often described as a forewarning or intuitive insight, sometimes without any logical basis.
It's my first article here in year 2025 and I think my topic is not that pleasing.
The brother-in-law of my husband just died this January 20, 2025
at 12:35 am. He has pancreatic cancer. He suffered only this year from the month of March 2024 he started his check-up and then May 2024 he was confined from the hospital. From then on, he was going in and out from the hospital.
He's the one who seats from the wheelchair. It was taken last year December 28, 2024. We tried to gather in their home though everyone was busy in their daily lives.
From that moment we saw that he's happy genuinely. We don't have much celebration but everyone volunteered to bring pot luck and it ended a joyful event.
But only this last week that was Thursday when my sister-in-law called me. He talked about their brother-in-law that she went there last night, telling us he's so weak already. He's very sensitive every touch to his skin he felt pain. I was listening from her story.
But in the back of my mind maybe he can't do it anymore he can't reached at the end of the month.
And only this Sunday January 19, 2025 in the evening sister-in-law called me again and I can hear her voice just ended crying and telling they will go to the hospital. And I confirmed that maybe minutes only he can stay longer. I felt nervous already deep inside of me.
I can't sleep and I chatted with my niece we talked about a lot of reminiscing moments. Suddenly I told her I felt nervous about your uncle. Then after that she sent me a message that her uncle died at that very hour.
She's telling me I'm the one whom she waited for the sign that's already the end. But on the contrary brother-in-law didn't suffer any longer. Day by day he struggles everything and also his family suffer their everyday routines.
Having cancer is not that easy from the medications, expenses, and heartbreaking scenes. It can kill you half dead it's not really a joke. If you are the immediate family you are holding back the expenses but you want cure because you want to spend more time with your love ones.
From your heart and mind thinking those old good days where everything was normal. Without hassle without complicated situations. But sometimes maybe there are purposes and reasons we can't understand it yet.
They have two kids already in college their late father was wishing for them to finish their college and can have a descent job and wishing them good health always.
From that photo still the same gatherings we had. The nieces and nephews were present too. That's what I like about from my husband's family they are intact in times like this. They give strength to each other if someone in the family has a problem. Everyone helps from the utmost capacities they have. Thank you for reading my article.
"To live in hearts we leave behind is not to die." — Thomas Campbell
Have a Great day everyone.