Tough time but crossed smoothly

It's already October, and it's the 10th month of the year. There are 2 more months left in the year. I didn't realize how time passed so fast. The year was not bad, but it was a struggling year for me, especially the first 6 months of the year.

My honors final year exam started at the end of January. When it's about my academics, I am always serious, but exams bring a different kind of pressure. The pressure comes to me not because I am afraid of an exam. It's because I don't want to take any kind of risk for examination. So naturally I need to pay more attention to my study during the time of the exam. It is unfortunate that it took 6 months to finish my exam, including practical exams and submitting my research paper. To be honest, the first 6 months of this year were the most troublesome months for me, and I wish not to face such a situation. Let me explain how.

Naturally, I needed to pay more attention to my study, and it took most of my time of the day. But at this time I was determined to stay active on the Hive platform. I struggled a lot, but I managed to stay active and post on a regular basis. I didn't hesitate to sacrifice my sleep also for it.

During exam time, Ramadan month also arrived. Fasting, reading the Quran, and salat of Tarabi all took a good amount of time of day. Hive activity, study, shopping for Eid everything was also done in such a time. I really don't know how I managed all the things at that time. I feel it's impossible to do it again for me. I think the pressure was kind of inhumanic, and it's hard to believe I crossed without any kind of difficulties. It's still a mystery for me to pass the time smoothly.

After finishing practical exams, traveling to different places, collecting research data, and writing research papers was also stressful. Moreover, my supervisor was not so helpful and gave me a lot of trouble without any kind of guidance. I believe that my research would not be so stressful if my supervisor guided me well. I needed to do everything alone, and I needed to communicate with a lot of researchers who had done research related to my topic. I wish my supervisor would help me. So that I could save a lot of time and stress both. In this case, I wasn't lucky enough. I think I am a lucky person, but my luck does not work when I reach my department because in there my luck doesn't support me. Whatever the situation and how stressful it was, I was never inactive in Hive. Nothing could restrict me from it.

So I think my exam time was the most difficult time for me this year, and fortunately, I crossed the time. I learned a lesson from it. The lesson is that if I am dedicated, I can do many things even if I am facing tough times. I can break the limit of mine and push myself out of my boundary. Spirit is a magical thing, and because of spirit, I can handle different kinds of situations and take a lot of pressure.