The dopamine shot that gives you the image that the mirror gives you back! to my 86-year-old mother Elsie.
As my beautiful mother says...
Every time she goes, her self-esteem rises when she feels beautiful, dressed up, "dressed in lace" she feels that she rejuvenates and returns to that stage of the age in which I also want to stay, with that feeling of a beautiful woman inside and out.
Between 45- 50, because I am in the fullness of maturity, without sensory or cognitive impairment, marked, mentally and physically active.
The inner strength has been able against all the tests that life has imposed on me. With children already independent, professional and throwing him hard into life.
Professionally, no one tells you stories that you don't know and poorly told stories, and you have achieved a stable professional, work position, as well as enough time to enjoy what you have achieved.
At this stage of my feminine cyclicity...
I feel beautiful, luminous, with the expression on my face that tells all the stories I have lived and what I am currently experiencing, because nothing has been erased on my face, neither with botox, nor hyaluronic acid.
Because in this century of life that has already passed, peace, equanimity and reasoning and hope inhabit me.
At this stage, between 45 and 50 are acts that are linked to resilience, to resistance, to the strength that I have inside me and that lead me to keep going, even though on the way some people turn off the lights so that I get lost.
With the clarity in my mind that everything that happens in the present, has an antecedent in the past, at least at this stage, everything that happens and has to do with me, reminds me that I always have myself and my convictions, as elements that, without a doubt, will continue to illuminate my life through my decision-making power and my actions.
Why?
Because it may be the closest thing to achieving the serenity of being my only historian of my life.
Janitze.🌹
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The images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the eighties Rolleiflex 2.8f camera, and edited with [Canva] ( https://www.canva.com /)
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