Life is so mysterious and full of realism that one day you wouldn't be able to see your best friend anymore. The one person that lit up your mood, the one person that gives you advice, hope and aspirations. Shared goals and dreams and each morning you wake up to hit it up and just like every normal day she is gone.
You wished you could do anything to bring them back, even if it means to cry a river yet when you look at them they seem like to be in a deep sleep but when you touch them the warmth of their skin is replaced with coldness, realization dawn on you that they are gone, not going to see them soon but not going to see them forever and that even hurt more than a knife stab into your chest.
Vanished into the thin, leaving behind cold memories and legacy you just have to hold onto. Most times you just can't explain this, sometimes you see yourself breaking completely to zero percent with your silent sob..It still doesn't stop, the heaviness in your heart makes you scream and throw yourself up off the ground.
For a moment you are back to your normal self with a presumption that it was just a dream, a nightmare you're going to wake up from. Calling out the person’s name, no answer but just emptiness. She is really gone. The realization dawns on you, you're never going to hear her melodious voice anymore, no more warm hugs, no more hangout. Those little things that you both shared together are gone, no shoulder to knee on when you're at your last. Just like a rare gem, she has been eaten up by the earth with the presumption she's in a better place watching over you. Her voice carried by the wind whispering to you that she is in a better place.
Grieve is insane but the thought of where every soul that dies goes to is even more crazy to think about it. What if all these were all a dilution like there is another life after death. What if it's just devoid of darkness and emptiness. Where does everyone go after death? Do they have an afterlife where the city is just similar to a normal day city and everyone is just living a normal life. Do they eat just like everyone and breathe too? Do they have family too? Do they fall in love too? Just wondering
The more I think about it, the more it scares the shit out of me yet I can't stop thinking like it pops up occasionally in my head and I can't just help it. A body, a spirit and a soul.
Where does every spirit go and where do all souls go? Do they go to the same place or are they being separated? Curiosity got the best of me, so I decided to pin down my thoughts.
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Wes & Grindan
