That Feeling Again

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What I See
I see a guy with an umbrella, in front of a car, it's a rainy night and he also looks disturbed.

Story

The day was finally over and night came, david was down the whole day mentally and emotionally. On days like this he takes long walks to reflect on himself self when this feeling hits.

This particular day as it rains, he took out his umbrella and went for one of his walks to reflect on himself, it was surposed to be reflective but it wasn't, rather it's was (you know that feeling when your in your head and your thoughts start to speak, saying things like your not good enough, you shouldn't even be here. Those thought) were all that david heard as he walked.

David as a person struggled,there are days he can be motivated and working and some days or most days the opposite, thought of how his peers were doing great things figuring out life for themselves that feeling of always being behind struck him hard as he walks and those thought clouded his head making him sad, he tries not to show his emotions even when no one was there to see him (I'm a man I should be tougher than this) he hid his emotions, but it ate him slowly and painfully inside as he walks, tears rolled down his eyes.

As he walked on so did the feelings started hitting hard he dint want to feel that way till the very end of the walk, he stopped in front of an old car taking deep breaths one at a time, being in the present he did this over and over and over untill the thoughts were no longer, even when his head was cleared he stayed there for a while untill he was ready to go back home.

What I Feel
I feel he is sad, lost in his thoughts, also reflecting.

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Sad story.
But great for the prompt

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Yeah i felt so too, whatever that Will make someone to stand on the rain is really hard on him.

I feel you. 🖤

It's just another storm that will surely come to an end

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I wonder what occurred once David stopped in front of the old car that helped him overcome his feeling of worthlessness? I believe many individuals at some point in their lives go through feelings of inadequacy. For each person, the issue may be minor or complex. It's how they handle it and work out the insecurity, whether on his own or with the assistance of others, that helps alleviate the situation.

A thoughtful read. Thanks for sharing. take care.

Thanks for Reading along

I appreciate it .

You're most certainly welcome.

People tend to ridicule and belittle theirselves as punishment for meeting up to their peers. The feeling of not being good enough can turn your mental health from a hundred to a zero in a second.

That's true for sure 🖤

your not good enough, you shouldn't even be here

Yap, these thoughts haunt me almost all the time!

I can relate to that feeling as well. ❤️‍🩹

Some days could feel like the worst
And others the opposite.

But I know sad days won't last forever for sure 🖤

Take care of you man 🫡

It sounds like an anxiety attack but je managed to fight it. I hope home is a safe place to be and someone waits for him.

I hope so as well ❤️‍🩹