I went from not caring about you or your actions to being struck by every bit of you.
The lasting effects you have on me.
The way your smiles, your laughter and mood switches gets to me.
How I easily get turned on and swept off my feet still remains unexplained to me.
How I went from being careful and somewhat uncomfortable around you to becoming weak and vulnerable around you still.
How every second, minute, hour, days and moments spend with you soothes my soul.
I went from being indifferent about your emotions to considering how you felt about me
How I welcomed those feelings until they became mine too
I went from being unbothered and undisturbed about your dealings with other people to acting like a jealous lover
And how I keep stalking you every time we had a fight and I couldn't speak to you.
I went from being reserved and shy around you to being bold and loud cause you were less judgy and more accommodating
How you made it to my heart and consumed my thoughts drives the living hell out of me
And how you keep putting up with me and condoning my excesses amuses me every goddamn time.
Perhaps we went from being friends to lovers by heart
6 June, 2024
