Lately, I've had you in my imagination, perhaps a little too often.
Could you have occupied my heart a little too sudden?
My mind is filled with subconscious thoughts of you
Though I'm a little confused about what I feel, what I perceive and what I see
So do I hold onto this? Or do I look away and walk away?
Do I give this a chance? Can I trust it to be true?
Can I do it just this once? Will I encounter chaos if I succumb?
Will I have any regrets? Will I lose myself in the process?
Will I be able to bounce back again if I ever break down?
Truth be told!
Here's my reality check;
None of it makes any valid sense
For some reasons I have my doubts and for other reasons I wish there weren't any doubts or whatsoever
But they said time reveals everything there is to be revealed and heals all there is to be healed
So I will walk with TIME this time around
No rush!
No hasty decision!
Just careful calculations and speculation that could bring a much better result!
28 September, 2024