HELLO EVERYONE,
Only we ourselves can understand how much pressure mental math puts on us. Life seems a lot like numbers. While trying to match the figures of life, sometimes it goes on a crooked path, sometimes the account book remains empty. We don't understand when the mental math that is inside is burdened to match the calculations of that life. Time may move at the speed of time. But I don't understand when the brain goes blank while doing mental math.
Circumstances and realities of life teach us to reckon with ourselves. Survival becomes difficult when the middle class is gasping for the inside to do the math. Mental Math is much more difficult. When to do what to do, when to spend how much money, the time passes by calculating. Spend time in panic again and again. I couldn't settle the accounts today. It seems again and again that today the account book will be empty.
The amount of medicine has increased a lot since few days. I am having a hard time paying for those medicines. Nowadays doctors are always suggesting expensive medicines. And collecting those expensive expensive medicines has become a kind of war for the middle class people. When a new war is added to the family life and the struggle for survival, then the earnings will end as if the mental numbers are strained. This is like fighting with yourself.
Currently, the middle class people are not able to survive even if they are trying to survive. And if one goes a little further in the struggle for survival, in a gust of wind he may go back twice as much as that advance. Only middle-class people can understand how difficult it is to reconcile mental arithmetic or self-calculation. Maybe they can understand the meaning of those words.
Again and again it seems that some more money is needed. This means that the pocket is empty. Again and again it seems that after a few days a lot of money is needed. I don't understand when the mental math of calculating in this way becomes widespread throughout life. Mental math is kind of like torture. There is no escape from the torture. The torture that is really much more terrible. I presented the words from my own understanding. Those may not be the case for you.