Me & my whole country are in a position where every person whether they are living in this country or living in somewhere other country but belong to Bangladesh are under in a mental trauma for the current hazard arise from the quota removal movement. Still people are not agreeing that mental health is very important . As far as I know in many country the authority & the people living there priorities mental health & peace above everything.
For past few days (almost 15 days ) me & other people like me who have a minimum humanity in there mindset are in a position where they are mentally ill. I am a person who is very much afraid of blood. Every small situation leave a scar in my heart. Whatever the situation is it take a long time to move on from that incident.
I only know those who have lost their live in this protest they also had some goal, they also had a family to feed . Their mother lost their child as such a young age . How can their family can get out of this mourn. At a time I'm feeling helpless, restless, coward & failure..... failure as a human being.I don't know how their family are handling this situation who have lost their family member.
After seeing this condition handling my mental illness is unbearable for me . I can't even do my regular daily activities. I can't even imagine to write about any topic for my blogs. My sleep schedule got affected after seeing some pictures & videos. I can't even eat properly. A unknown fear is killing me from my inside. I am seeking prayer for my country, BANGLADESH. I hope you guys are aware in somewhere about the current incident.
I hope you will enjoy too . If you like the recipe let me know. For today I am saying goodbye for today,this time I hope to see you soon with a better mental stability.