It takes a lot of time, confidence and effort to accept oneself and be satisfied with what life has given. For me, I've become more of myself lover than hating some side of me over time. I learnt in many and very unexpected ways to accept myself for who I am but I'll be lying if I say I don't have some things I'd love to have even though I know they are the nevers or impossibles.
I've actually never thought too deep until this prompt that these are some things I have deep down wanted but in my more than 20 years of living, has never happened yet. Honestly, there's no hope any will happen in my lifetime and I think I've accepted the clear fact, maybe I think so.
I wanted to go the part of having super powers of seeing the future but I figured I'm not really interested in it for any seriousness, just too much movies effect on me lol. I don't think I want to know about my future, I'll just keep living, work towards and accept where life takes me. It's exciting and less worrisome that way, I believe.
I want to have a Full Body Health: Oh no! I'm healthy, this is just me wishing I don't have to go through sick days as a must. Mum will say, "We fall sick to grow older and wiser". It's beautiful to hear her say that while she tend to my sick body so I could be well again but I keep wishing to the sky that I could skip this part of living life.
Is this possible even with the most amount of money and perfect looking body? No, but there's no harm in having that as one of my dreams right? It motivates my effort to try leading a healthy life as much as I can.
I want to have a Long dark hair: This one could be weird especially with that image up there, that's my hair earlier this year, it's a bit longer now. I want it not just longer than this to my waist, but also look darker but it's very impossible as I didn't get the dark hair gene in my family. No matter how many times I cut and start over, my hair will always turn out lighter. Well, gradually, I'm accepting and loving what I have already.
I want to have a Stricter Personality: This has got to do with who I am generally, I bend the rules unnecessarily, let people take advantage of my free self and I take into consideration what people think too much before actually acting on what's right and what's not. I'd do better if I had it in my personality to be more of the person who isn't all this. A person who is a bit strict with rules but I guess everyone can't be that, I'd just stick with who I am and limit the disadvantageous a less strict personality.
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