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It was a beautiful morning today in my area, the day light has already brightened the outside while I was still inside my room sleeping soundly. I wasn't even able to sleep last night because I had to take care of certain things as it concerns the online version of my business.
When I was woken up this morning by my visitor, I was not really pleased because of the interruption, I knew I needed to sleep more but then I needed to know who it was. I first sat on my bed and looked around, I saw my phone then picked it up and took a glance at my battery percentage and was shocked to see my phone is almost about to go off due to low battery.
I knew there was light all through the night and it's unlike me to go to bed without plugging my phone to have a good charge to start with for a new day. I tried to remember the last thing I did before I slept off, that was when I discovered I didn't willingly slept off, it was nature's call and my body retired because I saw there were still things I hope to finish last night but left undone. My visitor rang the door bell one more time and the weakness to leave the bedeft my body.
Immediately I stood up to walk I experienced a very strong headache that I almost lost my balance but it faded almost immediately.
I walked to the door and opened it up and to my surprise it was my ex-girlfriend. Truly to be honest she was the last person I expected to see, most especially in my house by that time in the morning. It was as if I lost my voice as I was holding the door open and staring at the beautiful young woman in front of me.
I knew she was fair in complexion even while we were dating but now there's something about her skin texture that appears fairer, looking creamy and yummy. She was the first to say hi, bringing me back to my senses and I responded.
She said can I come in and I said yes you can and opened the door wider for her. She walked in and stood as she entered my siting room looking around and observing each furniture, every gadget and artworks.
Seeing what was happening I closed the door, walked into the sitting room passing from behind her and told her she can sit. From her expression I knew she liked what she was saw as she stood with her mouth slightly opened while she gradually observed everything in the sitting room. I knew she always loved good and flashy things everyone does but on her own part, it's just her weakness as she can easily leave the oneshe claims to love in the time of difficulty to follow another man who enticed her with flashy gifts which is what actually led to our separation.
Before we met I was on a good paying job and was able to take good care of her. She was my first love, the one whom I tried to please by every means and even bought flowers for occasionally. I remember always waiting behind in the best flower shop in my city to chose the fragrance I want and pay extra for the unique packaging of the flower because I love it when it's a little bit different from the regular.
All my days with her when I was with money was good and fun filled till I had financial crisis that lasted for nearly 9 months that was the time she left.
She first started by not picking my calls when she's goes out and her line being busy almost all the time when we're not together even in odd hours. Anytime I manage to get her phone ringing I'll be so relieved because finally I got her line not busy and I'll finally hear from her but sometimes she won't pick up till the call ends and if I call back after some minutes later the line will be busy again. Sometimes when she picks she will say she will call back soon that I should end the call but she won't call back. Also she could be online on Facebook till midnight unlike before but my messages will hardly be checked or replied at the time we can't talk much.
I really went through hell. When it was clear to me that there was somebody else between us who has taken a better position in her heart, I asked her if she was seeing somebody else but she denied and made me feel guilty for not trusting her and even cried in such a way that made me feel terrible for asking such a question. All this and many more did I experienced when she was with me until the day I caught her red handed then there was no more denial, all she could do was crying and apologizing but I know I've had enough and her character could kill me. I thank God I caught her and her secret activities where no more hidden.
To shorten the long story, she came this morning to let me know that the guy whom I had caught with her in the past as her secret lover let denied her pregnancy and is also no where to be found.
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Hearing this from her I didn't really know what I could make out this and where she's driving at, since she still blames me for breaking up with her after my shocking discovery and not giving her a second chance to come back. I listened till she told me that the guy has stolen some of her valuable items before leaving and that she came to see if I can use my connections to track him down and know his whereabouts. I immediately declined. It's been a few years now since we separated though I have forgiven her for unfaithfulness and destroying my trust in people but mentally I'm yet to recover from all I passed through in her hands.
She acts in an unbelievable way and still blames me for not forgiving her back then and giving her a second chance. The seriousness of how she blames me was even more than the genuineness in her apologies when she was sorry. Giving me this sensation she's shifting the blames on me again and has never changed. I don't intend to meddle in her business ever again and I also avoid ladies with such traits as I have see in her. Those who have once been with one who hurt them so much and still black mailed them emotionally and later became free will understand better.
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