Hey, hmmm, Nothing

in Writing Club14 days ago

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Actually, there's something I wanted to say but I guess just nevermind. I’m not sure how to start or where to, too many things are in my mind right now. You know what, I’m not feeling well because of this changing weather. The sun rises and then the sun fades when the rain pours. Sometimes I forgot to bring a raincoat while riding a motorcycle doing a living. At first it was okay, but now, I kind of have a bad feeling. Perhaps, it’s because of exhaustion, so the body can’t fight for long.

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Did you see the image as beautiful like what I think of it? I’m not bragging about what I shoot or what I took from my camera. It’s just that this time, these images caught my eyes and made me love even more in clicking the shutter speed. Of course, I should have loved my work but I’m not a closed-minded person. I don’t shout what I’ve been doing good or perfect. I always want a subtle lifestyle where I can enjoy life without being disturbed. To be with many people all the time is just a hassle for me.

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When I walk outside, there are many people around. I bow down my head and never look at them. Nothing special about it, I just don’t feel like looking each other eye to eye with random people. I’m not scared of anything, but what I’m scared of are their piercing eyes that I feel like it breaks my heart when they see me in an eyesore. Then when I am now, yes, an adult one; I live with that kind of attitude that until now I’m afraid if they’ll look at me and talk about me. A stupid self-understanding about what people think about me.

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Oh, just forget it, a bad habit of mine when feeling down. But yeah, it really is a rainy season these days. Umbrella is important but always forgotten , especially when the usage of it is nowhere to be found. Lol, I feel like laughing remembering how other people are. Of course not all, but there are parasite people that easily let go when they can not sip something. Perhaps, it’s part of being human after all. I’m not really sure because I’m afraid to be that kind of person. Anyway, I said something tactlessly and endlessly without really thinking so much. But still, it feels good though.

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Paul was born in Macrohon, Southern Leyte but currently living in Cahayag, San Francisco Southern Leyte. He graduated the course of a BS Mar-E or Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering in 2019. Although writing is his passion so instead of sailing he decided on writing.

He writes occasionally about random stuff he would see in the outside world. He loves to express what he feels through writing because he's not good at speaking personally.

He also writes fictional stories and emotions because he thinks life matters. He is hoping that his words could reach someone who might be feeling down.

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