Broken trust, heart pain,
And heartaches was what
I experienced before meeting
You. Out of the blue's you came
Falling out, like a Gem I stumbled
Across.
Vibes flowed like wine, and feelings
Brought us bonding, we clung tight
To each other glue. Enjoying what we
Had for each other. The joy I felt
Anytime I heard you voice, my heart
Skipping beats.
My smiles were the brightest on days
I spent, at your side.
Best friends we became,in a lovers
Way.Suddenly,he came into the
Picture, I was push aside, he became
Your favorite, while i still made you my Favorite,a darker place I found myself.
Tears became a newly found, hobby of
Mine. Sleep became a stranger to me.
My heart has been bruised badly Again,
But this time it isn't just a bruise,but a deep Gash.
My mental health failed,and emotional state,took on a downward rollercoaster,doubts in my mind, wondering what I had done,
To suddenly get treated like this.
Am I an option?? I ask myself.
Becoming a Shadow of myself, sadness
A constant state my mind is in.
Did I make a mistake by trusting you,
With my heart ??.
My heart constantly grieving.