This is a start of a character I have created called “Memora” in which will consist of 3 parts of writings with different illustrations about the character to accompany the reading. Everything that will be here is of my authorship.
Lo que sucede; lo que me sucede es muy invasivo todo lo que relaciona con mi vida personal y para los que me rodean, he tratado de ser cuidadosa a la hora de hablar y de comprender a aquellos que realmente lo necesiten, no obstante parece ser que todo eso ha sido una mentira en su mayoría de las cosas que he realizado. De alguna forma me he hecho creer a mi misma que estas cosas que he hecho fueron reales y al mirar al mi alrededor; nada ha pasado. Todo sigue igual; todo sigue marchando linealmente como si nunca hubiese alterado las cosas.
What happens; what happens to me is very invasive everything that relates to my personal life and to those around me, I have tried to be careful in speaking and understanding those who really need it, however it seems that all of that has been a lie for the most part of the things I have done. Somehow I have made myself believe that these things I have done were real and as I look around me; nothing has happened. Everything is still the same; everything is still running linearly as if I have never altered things.
Los cambios son muy lentos; pudiera ser eso; todo lo que he hecho realmente ha pasado y los cambios no se han efectuado desde la noche a la mañana, solo es cuestión de esperar a que algo cambien. Pero para mi ¿En que habré cambiado? ¿Qué habré cambiado?, pareciera que mi vida no tuviese sentido alguno a pesar de haber encontrado algunos propósitos. Este sentimiento puede que me esté matando por dentro y yo no me haya dado cuenta hasta ahora.
The changes are very slow; it could be that; everything I have done has really happened and the changes have not taken place overnight, it is just a matter of waiting for something to change. But for me, what will I have changed, what will I have changed, it seems that my life has no meaning even though I have found some purpose. This feeling may be killing me inside and I didn't realize it until now.
Todo es temporal, pero es un corto de tiempo para disfrutar de las cosas. Realmente necesito disfrutarlas; quiero hacerlo con las personas correctas. Y porque las necesito conmigo...
Everything is temporary, but it's a short time to enjoy things. I really need to enjoy them; I want to do it with the right people. And because I need them with me...
-Memora
