Hey Iska, I really enjoyed this post of yours! And I hear you, turning away from the Church itself does not mean that you have left God or that He has left you. It seems like that particular Church did not serve you well - perhaps one day you may find one that does, but until then keep speaking to God as you are doing, and I am sure he will keep responding to your faith with the same sense of love. This a wonderful post to illustrate the experience of becoming apostate.
Please could you provide the Bible version that you have used as an edit to your post for accreditation purposes. All Bible versions copyright their specific text so it is important that when we quote from the Bible that we reference the version we are quoting from 🙏
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