Thoughts of a MAN

in #hive-1503293 years ago

Lately I have being losing my mind, getting certain things I can’t find.
Casa Perini NV Moscatel Wine or smoking weed can’t solve them. All I need is the little attention from someone I trust.

  Still up trying to decide my fate and move forward. 

Thought to cry out through prayers; hoping I get directions towards my challenges.

My Responsibility.
Am a man I need to be up right at all time. Provide for the family and protect my kids. Relatives look up to me for survival. All I can hear inside my head is NEEDS NEEDS NEEDS. I wish I could have the freedom I had has a child.

Guess time whines aways and I had to adjust to the new version of myself.

I have to be an hero figure to my child and make him look up to me at all times. Guide him on how to be a better man, prepare him to be a better version of me.

Now,
His all grow up and believing to have vitual daddy issues😂; then I ask myself what I have done wrong. Deep down the kid loves me; so it’s okay if I tell myself his becoming a man and doesn’t need me babysitting him again.

’It’s time he builds himself and taking all his risks on his shoulder, being a one man soldier; learning from his mistakes to become stronger.’

I just have to be there always to advise him throughout his missteps giving him an heads up.

Sooner or later he would understand what it takes to become the MAN.

Thank you.
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