I deserve to hear this, I deserve to tell myself these words a thousand times over and that's because indeed am deserving of it.
On this same date last November, I kept on pounding on my fuckups, how I think I intentionally let go of something I shouldn't have.
I could tell the same words for October, the month I began my business, and how roungy early beginning was where, I beat myself up for being too slow to grow, for not attaining the height my imagination wanted for us.
Going on and on telling of the fuckups I made and how badly I scolded and punished myself for would be a whole lot of story of its very own, given the time and date of everything. Maybe I should still state the part about literally giving family space until this past January.
A thing that shouldn't be heard of right?
But never have I even breathed in for a long while how much more to let it out. Looking at the positive side of every one of my actions.
Yes, this night is about me, A moment to reflect and remind myself of how beautiful she is. Someone once said “Innocently beautiful “ but I say peculiarity. That's what I chose to call me tonight.
Truth is sometimes, I don't even understand certain decisions I take and why I take them, but then it wouldn't make me daniel myself the right to describe how peculiar my natural personality is. So many words and rumors have been told about me in the outside world and this is a strong will reminder to self-note that she's doing very well irrespective of what anything or anyone thinks.
Things might not be so clear now, but am certain I would never miss my path because she trusts so much in her creator for guidance and that alone is more than enough for her.
In essence, thank you for being true despite everything else, only you know your struggles, and yet you kept on going and surely you would get there.
Oh yeah! You will because Am rooting you up✨