Good evening @asean.hive What a bit of disappointment to start the year. Yesterday was the first general meeting in the school of my kids. Ria and Jj, I went late because Ria wanted to come. But I told her she needed to sleep at that time. The meeting is two in the afternoon. It was a pleasant view, no flood after all, I hope always.
The highlights of the meeting was; the school are getting worried because the number of the students are being reduce. Some of their previous students transfer to the others. Even I, if we only can, I will surely transfer my kids. Not because of their learning strategy. But the environment we are dealing with. The floods that leads the kids to be absent from their class. There are also a lot to repair into our school building. The canteen is still closed until now. But they used the old fifth grade room. The teachers need to eat hot and healthy food.
I want to get over with I felt that's why I'm writing my thoughts. Last quarter my Jeffria was the only girl with a beaver awardee. But yesterday she was out the list, the only one who's not on the list. If you take a look closely on these kids they are all the same except for the new girl and some absents. I really wondered why, but before the awarding; I said to my child to never cry or be disappointed because I know she did her best. But for a mom like me, it's hurt to see my child out of the list. Am I not good enough? Am I so busy with my other stuffs? The previous quarter was always flooded we did all her modular lessons. There are so many questions running around my mind.
Maybe we need to study more, focused more. Jeffria has no absence in her class. Because of the situation of our house I know she'll just play around the water so I convinced that she needs to go to school afterwards she can play all she wants. I never questioned the teacher even I wanted too... She saw my child as I see it, I know we're just different in such ways. I'll just turn my disappointment into hardwork and into a more passionate mom. Even I blog post everyday I make sure that I'm doing all my house chores, off-line and online. Raising four kids has never been easy at all. We're always proud of them, there are our treasure.