It was 2:45 in the afternoon. I should pick up my daughter from school. Everyday, I take and pick up my daughters to school.
One thing , I have to loose much time to sell my products. On the other hand, the cost of life increases. My sales decreases. This situation is very hard for me.
Hive blogging can not be a source of earning anymore because the value of upvote is very low.
I have cashed out around $20 a few week ago because I needed to pay my daughter's school fee.
It is the independence day of my country but I think I am still not independent. There are too many burdens. It is not easy to start a new business because it is very risky. To start a new business that is profitable needs high capital. In fact, I am a survival man in a city.
My earning is only to survive. One thing that I expect is from Hive but the reality is far from the expectation. Two years ago, I could make around $200 monthly from blogging but now...ehmm? The earning makes me headache.
When many people were happy dancing to celebrate the independence day, I could not shake my head. I just watched them dancing and gave a horse grin. I pretended to be happy with them but I should face tomorrow.
Now, I do not have any idea what to do? Looking for a job? My age is not marketable. Doing a new business? .....Think about the first cash to buy tools and equipment.
Now, I share and write my problem on Hive. I hope one will give me a job. I can write and translate Indonesian -English and vice versa.
I am very embarrassed to post this problem on Hive but I have no place to share my rambling matters. Hive is a place and I think it is free to share such a matter.
